Into the Stars...

[synthetic_glow]

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[synthetic_glow]

^_^ I love you very much. I'm just in a kind of dark place... but don't worry, I'll tone the emo down. <3 <3

[synthetic_glow]

It's okay.. I like the yelling. That way at least I know somebody's watching. ^_^ /metaphor

I'll be one or the other, don't worry. Or both. Or neither, but instead the love slave of some random J-rocker. Woot.

[johnny_kei]

I wish I was able to make it sound good, or be able to just say something that would make you happy, but I'm not >___>

If you ever want to talk about anything, I'm right here. If not, I'll lend you the bulkiest fucking flashlight I have to beat away the bad things. *hug*

[synthetic_glow]

Bulky flashlights are love.

[johnny_kei]

They are, they are.

[ryugin]

There you go again, spinning circles around me. Sometimes I don't know whether I'm lost as to what to do or say and other times I know exactly what, but mostly I understand and just don't know how to fix it or make it better. I love the crazy, horrible things you do. They scare me at times and I wish you didn't feel you need to do them, but they make you real to me.
We've both changed so much in six months, it's weird, and I can't decide whether it feels like a longer amount of time or shorter. I don't feel so alone anymore, but at the same time I feel even more isolated because you're so far away.
This isn't coming out the way I want it to, but my mind gets twirled around when we talk about these sort of things. You know what I'm saying, right? I understand and if you lose yourself I'll be sad and I'll cry but I'll still love who comes after and who was before.

[synthetic_glow]

^_^ Thank you. That means a lot to me. -hugs- I love you very very much. You have no idea how many people have left me when I become someone new. -clingage-