this is so hard right now... living in the same apartment with your ex... knowing he's out with her having fun... sitting here wondering why i still even care about him.. wanting to leave ( Read more... )

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i cant belive i let my job make me cry.. that shit home isnt even worth my fuckin tears..

im so fed up!! i dont know what else to do anymore.. that place is killing me inside, and my self esteam is droping even more =(

well ray and i have the weekend off.. so whats everyone doing for the weekend? (superbowl sunday?!!)

i just wanted to thank steph for this weekend.. your awsome and u really made my weekend complete! haha

lets do it agian this weekend!

wow this weekend was somethin else ( Read more... )

I am offically 21 today, BITCHES!!

now someone buy me a damn drink :)

I hate feeling like im the left overs of my twin sister...

im so happy about next week! its going to be so much fun ( Read more... )

i forgot to tell yall, yesterday when i came to work, maybe 10 min after i got there, i hear "HELP ME HELP ME!" so i ran over there and this guy is choking!! and these men are trying to help him and i fuckin flip out! i start shaking and crying and i called ray all crying n shit.. then i find out he had a sesure (sp?) and he was choking.. i was ( Read more... )