Today was fun - went down to UofT with Cindy to capture images for her photo class. A few hours of wlaking & a brutal fight regarding emotional issues ..& we're at her house - me almost passing out, but feeling A LOT better & Cindy working on her school stuff - which makes me happy knowing that we survive anything together ( Read more... )

it's been forever since I really wrote in here.. I tend not to share my thoughts anymore. I did consciously stop writing because of things I would feel in response to how others would comment on my writing. So, I've come to accept ..yes I am self-conscious of my thoughts & feelings. I tend to become emotional when my choices are criticized and/or ( Read more... )

Granted that in all of us we have doubt & insecure ideas of the world in which we trust. Aside from those few moments where you are met face to face with a provable reason to disbelieve any longer, there remains those of us that suffer a never ending sense of insecurity that has no conscious beginning. The cause could have been something from way ( Read more... )

It hits you in the face when you can't be angry with them...

no matter how hard things get ..or frustrated you are...

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.. I cannot leave her side..

in my darkest rage & scariest moments of anger...

I keep thinking.. I love her..

I know things can be better..

I breathe...

I step away...

& I will always come back for you.. my

..HEY ( Read more... )

It sucks knowing that my girlfriend hates me ...for even a few seconds.
..hard being confused with someone she hates..
but I guess it's my fault for sounding like someone i am not.

I'm really sorry. ( bad joke, bad timing, bad taste )

note to self: .. next time .shut the fukk up.

I get nervous when i see an end .. and i never want it to ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

I MIGHT BE
WORKING
WEMF
3 DAY RAVE!!

" One step closer to the edge ... "