Relaxin with old time friends in that oh so familar livin room. Sippin down apple flavored bliss, smoking peace with ease; feeling free. Taking a journey into the forest finding the magic that lies there. Pressure on the head, pupils big, nice to the touch. Layin on the bed with people so close, starin at the poster that I have seen a 1,000 times ( Read more... )

God, this sucks. Ive been advoidin the pain today by hangin out with people non-stop and gettin angry over shit. Im alone. It hurts. I feel terrible, my heart hurts. Damn it...

I havent written in here in a while. My spring break went well. I went to Lousiana and visited family which was great. I dont know anyone in my family so it was good to get to know them better and be in a positive, happy enviroment. I just keep realizin more and more shit everyday. Its crazy, life ideas crashin down. I kinda wish I didnt sometimes ( Read more... )

Ideas of hate and love have been coming to mind lately. I use to think hate and love were the most extereme things. Hate is wanting to kill someone and Love you would die for them. To exterme to be realistic. Those were my ideas for years. Maybe, people can achieve or feel one or the other without reaching these exteremes. But, how do you know if ( Read more... )

Yo. So life has been up and down lately. The downs are mostly family things. I dont want to live in the dorm next year but my mom wants to move and blah. My dad is the biggest dick. But better news is that i've been talking a lot with my sister which is amazing. Also im going to see all my realitives spring break so thats gonna be pretty nifty. Ive ( Read more... )

I've been getting sicker everyday. Lack of sleep and stressful thoughts added to the sickness. I refused to get out of the bed today decarling that the nurse is imcompetent bitch to mrs. Esther...well in nicer terms to her. Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 235. The whole front desk was bitching at me when I asked if they could talk to the ( Read more... )

I just like the tittle. Last night was amazing! I am an awe. ^_^. This break was pretty good im pretty bumed that its monday bah. ALright thats all i feel like saying. tooooooooooooooooooooodles.

hey. Life is really good but i'm gettin depressed. Ashleys birthday is in a few weeks. Its becoming like last febuary where i got depressed for the majority of the month. I got out of it before the 1 year I dont know if its gonna be like this year. I asked my mom if I could get a tattoo about ashley. I want something that will be always with me and ( Read more... )

I'm ready early for school today. Today hopefully I will go to my ortho and go dress shoppin with my mom. I'm glad she is gettin out of the house. Before yesterday she hasnt been out in a really long time. Pretty rediculous. Saturday Becca might sleep over which is really cool. I never really hang out with her that much. Esspically now. I hope that ( Read more... )

Yo. This week was been fantastic. A little stressed with the projects and stuff but it'll soon be over. I doubt im going to the anime convention now. What will I do with my winter break? I think dont want to go home..anyways. Today I had dinner at malcoms, it was fun. But I was deffintally akward and nervous at the dinner table. I never been to ( Read more... )