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Hello again. I'm back, with alot of shit to update with as well. I'm going to put certain subject under the LJ cut.. so if you wanna read something specific just click it..
#School; Hmm.. I guess schools okay.. Jeff & I came to the conclusion that this years gunna suck. We all got alot more mature we've noticed. Were stupid but when shits gotta be done, we get it done. Okay that sounded weird but you know what I mean. Freshmen year was fun as hell also 8th grade was.. Things changed.. the people changed. Oh well.. Just another example of growing up..
People are acting weird.. I don't know if it's just me but things just don't feel right. I guess right now I'm going to put alot of thought out there.. See what everyones gotta say about this..
So.. seems like everyone now a days is depressed. One of the biggest emotions that just well, affects everyone. I'm not taking sides and don't get all defensive if I say something wrong.. If I got something to say about you I'll put your name in bold letters just to make sure you see this. So back to the subject.. Whats with it? Whats going so wrong that it's like a constant thing for some people. I don't want to start anything.. but what am I not seeing that he's so depressed about? No girl/boyfriend.. No friends.. No life.. I suck.. whatever it is. I read one of his last post and was just like ugh not again. He's thanking everyone for not being there and not caring? What the fuck dude. Wake up.. People have been there for you for the longest.. Most of us [Like me] have just given up because we've tried to help but the next day your back to the same shit. Taking advantage of people.. after we worried about you enought to sit and talk to you for hours. Whatever. On to another subject. So uhh Sara & I.. Doesn't seem like were bests anymore.. We couldn't even hold a whole conversation for more then 3 mins on Friday in school. And if we talk it about sex.. I haven't even had sex yet and I'm allready fucking sick of it. If the subject comes up I swear I'm gunna go fucking crazy. Sara has changed.. I'm not quite sure to what but I don't like it all that much. Looks as if I'm going to lose more friends then I thought.. Oh well fuck em. I had a shitload more to say but I think I covered more then I wanted to and said to much.. So.. yeah.. End.
Wow.. Wednesday like totally made my year. It was a fucking amazing night.. Something to remember for a long time. Alittle bit of the night..
So I came home from school.. all crazy to go get my ticket for Glassjaw.. I started talking to Joe.. He call HOTH to see if they still had tickets, Luckily they did. So finally when my mom got home she took me to get my ticket. When I got home I did some homework and got myself ready for the show. Around 7 I called Joe to see if he was up there.. he was, So I ended down to Showplace. Got there and met up with Joe. We hung out.. mad people were there.. Lauren, Derrick, Wayne, Kory, Aaron, Bobby, Nadia, Tiffany, Lizz & Craig, Missy, Rachel, Amber, Tara & Danny, Andy, Rico, Kr, Brandon.. anyone else I might of forgot..? Well Haste started playing I thought they woulda sucked.. So they started to play their opening song and Derrick & I looked at each other and got up to see them. They were pretty good. But Christensen [sp?] sucked. So after they 2 bands ended we ventured into the crowd.. it was packed. Like body to body. It was soo hot and ick! So Glassjaw started to play.. they opened with "Stuck Pig" I went crazy.. my jaw dropped.. like omg! I couldn't help myself I got all into.. singing all the lyrics and shit. I don't remember the whole set list or in what order but they played; "Tip Your Bartender", Pretty Lush", "Cosmopolitan BloodLoss", "When One Eight Becomes Two Zeros", "Ape Dos Mil", "Must've Run All Day", and ended with "Two Tabs of Mescaline".. Daryl's voice makes me cream! It was fucking crazy.. Glassjaw is without a doubt my new FAVORITE band. So they ended and I headed to the back to find everyone else. Sat around with Derrick & Joe.. Talked to afew people.. Boy Sets Fire went on.. there first song was good.. I didn't stay and watch there whole set. Me went outside.. Saw Lauren and met Todd the guitarist from Glassjaw. He's pretty hot. I'm was mad thou because I missed Daryl twice :\ Oh well Todd said they might Headline there next tour in like a month or so. And they'd like to come back to Buffalo. And he also said that was the best show they ever played in Buffalo. I got a hug from him *heaven* So I sat around with Derrick and Bobby until the show ended.. and walked home.. Fucking amazing night.. I can't wait for Thusday & From Autumn To Ashes, and ETID in November <3
Getting better with the digital cam.. a think?
So.. Friday was okay. School went by slow as hell and I got my schedule changed.. again. I don't like it but oh well. Shut up and cope right? After school I walked to Spot with Jeff & Mike. We get there and hang out. I got a cinco shake and I made Jeff get a raspberry spot slush. He liked it! woo! So Jeff & I chillin on the couch while Mike pimped it to these chicks. Me and Jeff had a nice conversation..
It's weird how I get alone with guys better then girls. He said I used to be weird.. like how I was allways depressed and pissed off. He said I changed but in a good way. So Me and Jeff went to visit my mom.. I needed money for the bus. Then we left to meet back up with Mike and his chicks. We hung out in the Starbucks parking lot. Some weird kids lemme tell ya. I was anti-social and put my CD player on and listened to Glassjaw.. Watched these kids makes ass' of themselves. I went over and started talking to this chick.. Tessa she's an MOC chick <3 They turned out to be pretty cool kids [for freshmens] well.. at least Shannon, Mary, and Tessa. They all contributed to my braclet arm. woo! I got 8 now. It's so cute how much Shannon reminds me of Lizz. I gave her my sn so we could talk. Cute chick. So we all departed around 5 and I headed to Tony's. I got to his house and we chilled on his porch.. making fun of cars as they passed. heh Good times. So I think I talked Tony's ear off :\ Sorry Hun. Joe humonculus came over and we all hung out for awhile. Tony called Lauren lushrazorlines to come get us to hang out at Wayne's wanyo. Joe left and went to Jim's, he left like the 'third wheel' :\ So me and Tony wrestled and left to meet Joe and go to Jim's. Joelle might be starting shit.. I dunno.. Fuck it. So we hung out at Jim's and Lauren came to get us. We left and yeah. Hung out around Wayne's.. Funny how they thought I fell asleep as they pushed the table on me [I got a bad cramp in my leg and arm for being all crunched up].. they wanted to wake me up [little as they knew I wasn't sleepin] and said someone should scream in my ear and all this other shit. Thanks guy ;) But yeah around 11:30 Lauren took us home. Tony came and hung out until about 2? I dunno. But I love him heh.. duh you should know that.. and I headed to bed. I wanna go to Endface and Dropgod tonight but I have no money. This fucking sucks. ugh. I fucking need a job. So I sit here.. bahhh.
That is all.. ::takes a bow::
>>sicKa.
#School; Hmm.. I guess schools okay.. Jeff & I came to the conclusion that this years gunna suck. We all got alot more mature we've noticed. Were stupid but when shits gotta be done, we get it done. Okay that sounded weird but you know what I mean. Freshmen year was fun as hell also 8th grade was.. Things changed.. the people changed. Oh well.. Just another example of growing up..
People are acting weird.. I don't know if it's just me but things just don't feel right. I guess right now I'm going to put alot of thought out there.. See what everyones gotta say about this..
So.. seems like everyone now a days is depressed. One of the biggest emotions that just well, affects everyone. I'm not taking sides and don't get all defensive if I say something wrong.. If I got something to say about you I'll put your name in bold letters just to make sure you see this. So back to the subject.. Whats with it? Whats going so wrong that it's like a constant thing for some people. I don't want to start anything.. but what am I not seeing that he's so depressed about? No girl/boyfriend.. No friends.. No life.. I suck.. whatever it is. I read one of his last post and was just like ugh not again. He's thanking everyone for not being there and not caring? What the fuck dude. Wake up.. People have been there for you for the longest.. Most of us [Like me] have just given up because we've tried to help but the next day your back to the same shit. Taking advantage of people.. after we worried about you enought to sit and talk to you for hours. Whatever. On to another subject. So uhh Sara & I.. Doesn't seem like were bests anymore.. We couldn't even hold a whole conversation for more then 3 mins on Friday in school. And if we talk it about sex.. I haven't even had sex yet and I'm allready fucking sick of it. If the subject comes up I swear I'm gunna go fucking crazy. Sara has changed.. I'm not quite sure to what but I don't like it all that much. Looks as if I'm going to lose more friends then I thought.. Oh well fuck em. I had a shitload more to say but I think I covered more then I wanted to and said to much.. So.. yeah.. End.
Wow.. Wednesday like totally made my year. It was a fucking amazing night.. Something to remember for a long time. Alittle bit of the night..
So I came home from school.. all crazy to go get my ticket for Glassjaw.. I started talking to Joe.. He call HOTH to see if they still had tickets, Luckily they did. So finally when my mom got home she took me to get my ticket. When I got home I did some homework and got myself ready for the show. Around 7 I called Joe to see if he was up there.. he was, So I ended down to Showplace. Got there and met up with Joe. We hung out.. mad people were there.. Lauren, Derrick, Wayne, Kory, Aaron, Bobby, Nadia, Tiffany, Lizz & Craig, Missy, Rachel, Amber, Tara & Danny, Andy, Rico, Kr, Brandon.. anyone else I might of forgot..? Well Haste started playing I thought they woulda sucked.. So they started to play their opening song and Derrick & I looked at each other and got up to see them. They were pretty good. But Christensen [sp?] sucked. So after they 2 bands ended we ventured into the crowd.. it was packed. Like body to body. It was soo hot and ick! So Glassjaw started to play.. they opened with "Stuck Pig" I went crazy.. my jaw dropped.. like omg! I couldn't help myself I got all into.. singing all the lyrics and shit. I don't remember the whole set list or in what order but they played; "Tip Your Bartender", Pretty Lush", "Cosmopolitan BloodLoss", "When One Eight Becomes Two Zeros", "Ape Dos Mil", "Must've Run All Day", and ended with "Two Tabs of Mescaline".. Daryl's voice makes me cream! It was fucking crazy.. Glassjaw is without a doubt my new FAVORITE band. So they ended and I headed to the back to find everyone else. Sat around with Derrick & Joe.. Talked to afew people.. Boy Sets Fire went on.. there first song was good.. I didn't stay and watch there whole set. Me went outside.. Saw Lauren and met Todd the guitarist from Glassjaw. He's pretty hot. I'm was mad thou because I missed Daryl twice :\ Oh well Todd said they might Headline there next tour in like a month or so. And they'd like to come back to Buffalo. And he also said that was the best show they ever played in Buffalo. I got a hug from him *heaven* So I sat around with Derrick and Bobby until the show ended.. and walked home.. Fucking amazing night.. I can't wait for Thusday & From Autumn To Ashes, and ETID in November <3
Getting better with the digital cam.. a think?
So.. Friday was okay. School went by slow as hell and I got my schedule changed.. again. I don't like it but oh well. Shut up and cope right? After school I walked to Spot with Jeff & Mike. We get there and hang out. I got a cinco shake and I made Jeff get a raspberry spot slush. He liked it! woo! So Jeff & I chillin on the couch while Mike pimped it to these chicks. Me and Jeff had a nice conversation..
It's weird how I get alone with guys better then girls. He said I used to be weird.. like how I was allways depressed and pissed off. He said I changed but in a good way. So Me and Jeff went to visit my mom.. I needed money for the bus. Then we left to meet back up with Mike and his chicks. We hung out in the Starbucks parking lot. Some weird kids lemme tell ya. I was anti-social and put my CD player on and listened to Glassjaw.. Watched these kids makes ass' of themselves. I went over and started talking to this chick.. Tessa she's an MOC chick <3 They turned out to be pretty cool kids [for freshmens] well.. at least Shannon, Mary, and Tessa. They all contributed to my braclet arm. woo! I got 8 now. It's so cute how much Shannon reminds me of Lizz. I gave her my sn so we could talk. Cute chick. So we all departed around 5 and I headed to Tony's. I got to his house and we chilled on his porch.. making fun of cars as they passed. heh Good times. So I think I talked Tony's ear off :\ Sorry Hun. Joe humonculus came over and we all hung out for awhile. Tony called Lauren lushrazorlines to come get us to hang out at Wayne's wanyo. Joe left and went to Jim's, he left like the 'third wheel' :\ So me and Tony wrestled and left to meet Joe and go to Jim's. Joelle might be starting shit.. I dunno.. Fuck it. So we hung out at Jim's and Lauren came to get us. We left and yeah. Hung out around Wayne's.. Funny how they thought I fell asleep as they pushed the table on me [I got a bad cramp in my leg and arm for being all crunched up].. they wanted to wake me up [little as they knew I wasn't sleepin] and said someone should scream in my ear and all this other shit. Thanks guy ;) But yeah around 11:30 Lauren took us home. Tony came and hung out until about 2? I dunno. But I love him heh.. duh you should know that.. and I headed to bed. I wanna go to Endface and Dropgod tonight but I have no money. This fucking sucks. ugh. I fucking need a job. So I sit here.. bahhh.
That is all.. ::takes a bow::
>>sicKa.