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[synthevapilot]

::thinking about lots of shit::

.

i need a new life
i need a new job
i need a new face
i need a new body
i need a new personality
i need a new soul
i need... a new wrist, this one is all cut up and bleeding

Comments

[mitathehermette]

Maybe you just need to be patched up

[herbloodyboots]

:(

[idealdevotion]

..what happened? =*(

[_blackholesun_]

a new life? even though it's full of new things everyday.
a new job? more money, less time for yourself.
a new face? even though yours is beautiful...
a new body? small in stature, but full of agression. it scares me.
a new personality? no no no. the one you have suits you to a T.
a new soul? Perhaps the one you have is faded, but it will recycle itself so many times that you hate it even more. We can't change who we are...
i can't hurt myself anymore, and i can't stand by and not ask you all the time if you're okay, because clearly you're not.

i'm fucking worried about you.

that's why i call you for no reason.

or i try to piss you off to make you think about something else.

I want you to live. I want you to live in bliss, but it hurts me to know that nothing i can say, or anyone else can say will change how you feel about yourself.

...i'm not making any sense whatsoever. So i'll stop.