my sex drive is completely gone...i havent eaten in days and i feel like shit. Why? Why cant I get it right. wtf did I do. What the fuck i think im going back to asexual the act of anytning sexual makes me want to puke my guts out. In austin i was all about it now that im here its like im completely shut off. Fuck u fuck u fuck u.
i miss him. A lot its for the best its for the best its for the best...getting drunk tonight wasnt a good idea i want him out of my head its driving me crazy not to mention my friend had to put junior boys - count souveneirs on full blast bad bad idea i hate it here i despise it here im not happy here at all