*Sigh* Wtf is wrong with me?

[sypherterius]

I just got back from the mall with some friends, but honestly I have mix feeling throughout the entire time. I felt like I was a 4th wheel in the group itself. Everyone is cool and all but I couldn't really find anything to start a conversation with. Throughout the entire time everyone was enjoying themselves and connected with each other but I

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[filia_chan]

Aww, nothing is wrong with you. I have felt that way before so do not feel too bad, okay? I know how the 3rd, 4th, even 5th wheel feels like. The higher the number, the worst you feel. But please get better. Please get better. Kay? ^_^

[miss_darkshadow]

Alrite. Here's the thing. You just seem to not come in. You're more of a one-on-one person. Ya kept leaving us. Don't you think that I kinda felt weird? I'm self concious enuff, and Vicky's secret had nothing for me!!!! (Ok, so that was more superficial than what you're dealing with, but what ensued after you and Bernadette left was way depressing.) Don't worry about it tho. I didn't jump out of the car like I very much had the feeling to. I will help you if ya feel you need it.

[sypherterius]

you're right. I am a one on one person. But I do respond to group. But only if I know everyone around me good enough to start conversation. Granted I know Mike for awhile but Bernadette I didnt know much about her. It's mostly my fault, I could had try hard enough to be more open. What really suprise me is the fact that I wasnt open enough. I'm usually quiet, but a whole lot friendly. I was being an ass that night by walking away a lot. I guess that how I deal with issue that I dont want to handle or deal with at the moment. I just keep quiet and walk away. Well I do need help....yar...I do.

[miss_darkshadow]

Dude, I used to be uber self concious and all, but I've been learning alot of different things. It don't matter what people think for the most part. Altho, I am still aware of their opinions, did I seem all held back? Ok, so maybe alil bit, but I still said screw it and had fun)

Jump

[kenruson]

Jump out the car??? with me or uncle TOny. Damn I did not mean to be that critcal.

-mike

Rocky

[kenruson]

You you can have a lot going for you but you have to stop trying to be so mistirious. That dosn't really work for you. The key is to take a chance. Come on all the stuff i was saying, i had to be taking chances. But in the end it all payed off. It is all about having the confadence to say whatever it is that coimes to your mind without thinking about repercussions.