now isn't this fucking great?

[syrai]

Life sucks. I just fought with BS and well, with F kinda... bout lauri again. If i'm too scared to do anything, I am, and i can't help it. I'm scared. FINE. i'm damn scared. YOU ALL HAPPY NOW? And what the hell is wrong with everyone? Is it like cult thing to jump on my shoulders every now and then - especially when i just need some one to support

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[battybigsister]

Sweetie, you know I'm sorry! I didn't mean to be mean and I didn't know you were sick. :( I just want to to get over your fear and do what you know is best for you cuz I love you too and your my best friend and I worry. But anyway, I'm really sorry and I didn't mean to fight with you. It's none of my business anyway ... hope you get better soon and that fever goes away.

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[syrai]

Yes, I know - we had that real PRETTY convo yesterday :) and as you know, i didn't mean it either. I was just being me again... BLAH! Hope ya have fun in school - your lil safeplace...