im at work and it sux. i did a tarot card reading for myself and for the first time ever it actually pertained to my questions and all seems good. i hope so. or else it just told me what i wanted to hear. but 3 reading in a row all similar

work sux! i have 4 days off i cant wait for them. dont i have a long lost rich uncle somewhere from dads side who wants to leave his millions to me? cause i was the sweetest thing when i was little and left a big impression on him with my dark unforgettable big brown eyes. (my cousin evee who hasnt seen me since i was 7 described me that way at ( Read more... )

i have a church question. aimed toward catholocism. if a set of parent cannot concieve. so they go and harvest specimens and the woman is artificially inseminated....if the baby is not baptised will it go to hell? i mean technically since they didnt conceive the ole horizontal mambo way then technically it isnt original sin right? and anyway if god ( Read more... )

i miss halloween. i miss dressing up. i miss devils night parties. i miss walking through shark river. i miss my little black dress that i used to fit into. i miss shocking people. i miss going to clubs and concerts. i helped ang get ready. she was a dead girl with a nail through her face and blood everywhere. i had to leave before the hair was ( Read more... )

why did no one inform me i was to be nakey from the waist up in front of strangers? i no like nakey. i mean yeah i knew they were gonna have to attatch the sticky things to my chest but damn. i walk in they shut the door and the curtain and are like please disrobe. my fat ass. boobs EVERYWHERE!!! born freeeeeeeee........free as the wind. i was like ( Read more... )

i used to love rainy days. i could stay in snuggle under the covers with a good book heat up some soup and put on the music channels.now i had to slug up to keansburg to get to my covers. park 3 blocks away and walk through knee high freezing cold flood waters to get to the house. since i dont live there i dont have any sweetener or canned food ( Read more... )

:::sigh::: boring boring day. i did beautiful pictures of a baby in a christening gown today. the poses and the smiles were excellent. only one problem, the baby had ecsema....eggsema...egzima...dammitt know how to spell that one too. oh well you get it. anyway big red dry patches on her face. why would you take pics like that. her christening was ( Read more... )

boy am i in a mood today. i dont know whats getting into me. im just ranting and raving but trying to be calm be cool relax enjoy. nothing happened to piss me off. im not necessarily pissed off. im just fed up of being walked on. im fed up of being told im wrong simply because someone else has to be right. tired of busting my ass while other people ( Read more... )

im just bored. i applied at the hospital. hopefully they will call. i need a second job. my mom said it was ok to get a car on a payment schedule. i didnt think she would since my car is in her name. im happy though im looking at a 2000 saturn. i called lauren and she said jon lost his job. i feel bad he was sober and working in a union. i was real ( Read more... )

how do i keep getting into these problems. i fall into it every time that i never catch a break. annette asked me to come in at 2 instead of 4 today. she actually called me yesterday.....amazing! so i said sure i always said if i had notice i had no problem. however it made no sense to go up to keansburg if i had to be a t work at 2. which sucked b ( Read more... )