don't give me a choice, i'll take the easy way out ( Read more... )

i woke up to rob's aol im's
sweet

i called him and had to leave a message

every one has noticed how happy i have been lately..

thank you rob

i feel good...
and i am happy about it.

so like yesterday, was just wierd ( Read more... )

happy

that i am

woo hoo
can we make it three days in a row?????

so rob came over today, after spending all afternoon on the phone with him talking about everything and nothing and about cheese, i was climbing in the tree when he got to my house ( Read more... )

ok guy s this is really cool ( Read more... )

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every one sleeps under the same moon,
wishes on the same stars...
when two find each other in darkness,
it's because love shines to show where they are..
the sun sets earlier now
i gaze into the night
i look into my own darkness
searching for my own loves light...

so i didn't write about my total break down at chris and isis' reception.
i don't think i need to

i don't think i will ever forget that.

even for how drunk i was.

well any ways

i ran from brian and i ran from sean...

i just am not feeling it

there is really nothing wrong with any of them

but i can't have it right now

NOTHING FEELS RIGHT

not good enough,

not good by far,
no matter how hard i wish on that star...

what can i do?

i am just a let down
that is all i am, i wear that thorny crown..

so where am i now

curled in a ball
in the back of my mind, can't move, cant crawl...