today at 8:10...

[szarabasjka]

today at 8:10 a patient with NHL pasedaway in front of me, it was ugly, it was messy but he was peaceful.

the second I saw his face I though, did he looked like that? did he went throught the same?

did he suffered?

I still think about him now and then, I still thnkabout his family, I never again visited V or the kids, I kept thinking about my pain

Comments

[phantomdaae1981]

I'm so sorry :-(

[szarabasjka]

aww, thank you but i'm fine,I even checked on his family this week, his boy is just like him and his girl has his eyes and the same weird idea of not smilign for pictures, it felt like having him with me a bit more than usual, his widow is fine too already over all the pain.
see that? I was able to call her a widow without pain...
how are you?