sigh nothing special. it seems like all my clothes are lost somewhere so if i go to school tommorow naked thats why. i have to take care of my two little cousins, and there like 3 and 4. and the youngest one keeps using the "potty" in his pants. they have actually become quite annoying. i am actually thinking about not having kids. i so need a ( Read more... )

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wel not the best in the series, but the LAST insatallment, finally!!! STAR WARS EPISODE III: REVENGE OF THE SITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i saw it with mr brown and mrs brown (who is a hottie *AHEM*) and my ole buddy, shag. im going to see it tommorow with all my other friends. we will bring lightsabres and fight while we are there!!! omg yo shoulda seen ben ( Read more... )

okay jerrad is telling alison all about me being obbesessesd or something (hes actually telling her to talk to me so i will stop talking to him about it...)anyway im through i guess. i am no good a this anyway. im just too dramatic and stuff anyway. this stress is killing me ( Read more... )

wow. i didnt even talk to alison today. adriana did though. she told me some interesting stuff. apparently, i told everyone we were going out. well i didnt even know we were. i mean we never went out did we? well i think i know who to blame (just because blaming someone else for our problems makes us feel better right?) rachel mclure, the little ( Read more... )

i had another odd dream. first off, weekend sucks so far. friday i went out with friends, and miranda went skating with leann. dad was bummed cuz we were gone. then i didnt call dad everytime i went somewhere, which pissed him off. and all day yesterday (saturday), dad was sorta depressed. its all about him having to let us go and he thinks he ( Read more... )

Dont you just hate it when you say something you regret saying later? sometimes i do that and hurt people. and when people say "i take it all back" it doesnt really work that way. so i wont say that. and i wish i could have left alison alone. its not anything like i dont like her or im mad at her, because hse has done nothing wrong. but i just dont ( Read more... )

today was less than mediocre. i dont know why but its like everytime i begin to feel good about something, it all falls apart and then i like end up scratching or cutting or something stupid like that. and im starting to feel like God hates me. i nearly got burned pretty bad at church and everyone just called me a idiot and laughed when my tiki ( Read more... )

did u ever want somthing so bad and when you have it, or nearly have it, you dont know what to do next? ya. i feel kinda like that. i had this whole journal entry planned inmy head but i cant seem to remember to type it now. i just feel like warm melted wax inside when im near her. its feels good to be warm but im all soft and i cant say what i ( Read more... )

i went to the battle of the bands....late. i couldnt find alison, but i saw jerrad, and he found alison cuz he paid and went in but i didnt. anyway after they found me, i paid, went in, and we found all of alisons other friends. i felt kinda dumb actually. i didnt know anyone and i felt like a fool. i always lose my cool when im out around people i ( Read more... )