im giving up, i cant do this anymore.

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you ( Read more... )

you keep saying sorry. you've said it a thousand times over. do you get it yet? i dont forgive you. i wont forgive you. stop trying. its a waste of your time and mine. jealous? yah at some point i was, ill admit it. but now i have better things to do with my time, and you should find better things to do with yours. i understand people make mistakes ( Read more... )

move to the back of my mind where feelings mean nothing.

I'll be coming home,
Just to be alone,
Cause I know you're not there,
And I know that you don't care.
I can hardly wait to leave this place.

No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a ( Read more... )

god i love these whores that im with in the library at this second.

"what are you doing today napoleon"
"whatever the heck i want to, gosh"

and i really like you.
but i'll never tell.<3

Now I can't care to worry,
I'm feeling so lonely,
Breaking apart all this love in my heart.
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind,
Where feelings mean nothing.
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time,
But today I've wasted away, for today is on my mind.

so i really really really need new friends.

wait.. so i love suzie!?!?!

and my journal is pimp. i know. comment <3

youve broken my heart
so many times that ive
lost count. but i still
keep coming back to you.

ahh so if you people have read tiffany's journal, you would know about how she was jealous about the whole chris and amy thing. i am really feeling that right now. no lie. ahh so me and this chick just recently became friends again and i used to be in love with this kid she made out with. even though i think the kid likes men, im jealous anyway. ( Read more... )

i have been putting this off but i have to share the events of new years.. ahaha. okay so after battling with my parents for like 3 days, they finally let me go to leah's with kay and dessi. of course miss desiree picked me up <3 and then we went to leahs. dessi wanted to see nick. well some fag. and he was at daves so we were planning on meeting ( Read more... )