she can be your new best friend. if she isn't already.

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

so I was all excited about tonight.

and then someone who I thought was a really really close friend did something that really hurt me. and I don't think theres a point to fixing it. I wanted too so bad.

but theres no room for me. I can't settle from going to best friends. To "a girl she knows"

you see. sorry nicole. but maybe you didnt clearly get

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[nemoismybrother]

ill miss you. i didnt even know you were leaving until today!! tonight was fun. but his hair is gone, wtf! lol

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

i'll miss you too of course.
i know! i almost cried it was so gone.
still. -smoking hott-
lol he almost saw the text loser!
pishh..
i hadn't seen you since. before thursday.
i cannot believe i'm leaving=/
and you didnt know!
ha. lol "lets be man-whores"

well.
love you.

[dont_break_m3]

four weeks...

I haven't seen my 'best friend' in three months!
outside of school, and that ended how long ago.

I was going to call her to get ice cream the other day, because I had driven by her house, but I just went on my own.

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

3 months?
not a very good best friend.
shopped for your mom for her birthday today.
call your best friend because (i'm sure you know) the hurt doesnt end.

[dont_break_m3]

Oh you have no idea.
I've attempted, but she's more interested in her boyfriend and all of his friends and her old friends.

[softball_x_babi]

I haven't seen my 'best friend' in three months!
^ and their still best friends...
and sam was with me cuz she had to drop me off... to see U .. how the fuck else was i posed to get there?? hmmm and no i didnt no u didnt wanna see her .. cuz i told u shes not like that already ... how many times and u never clearly said that u didnt wanna see her u only said that .. ud b pissed or depressed or wutever if they went out... how is that the same at aLL>>>?????? hmmmmmm its not

and obviously nathan went out with u before ... so u have to be pretty ... ok so stop being all emo and finding reasons.. i already told u and u kno why ..

and i said i was gonna miss u too .. but u gotta b like that >?????

peace

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

doesn't matter now
you won't have to hear from me anymore.
so that will uncomplicate your life
and i'm glad you didn't "i'd miss you"
because it would've been a lie.

[dont_break_m3]

We're not really friends anymore. We were best friends.
That's why there were little ' ' around them.

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

i think i know who your talking about.
freshmen year me and her were so effing close.
but then she met someone else.
and the same thing.
so i know how you feel with
her.

we talk now a tiny bit though so.

[softball_x_babi]

i said i did.. and i did mean it .. but u wouldnt care cuz obviously u dont wanna b my friend

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

i want to be your friend
but things are so different
its hard
and i don't know what to do.
i never said i didn't want to be your friend.
you did hurt me but.

i'm sick of arguing.
getting to be more drama.

[softball_x_babi]

... uhm no u dont cuz u dont need to make everything a big deal when its not..
but then you wanna show up with her. after we talk about replacing and our friendship and shit<<< how is that even possible when u got mad AFTER that night ???????
yea u dont even no wut ur talking bout trying to make it a big deall.. ur just like.. i dont even no

[t0rn_t0_shreds]

i made it a big deal the minute you called.
the minute you hurt.
sorry you can't understand why it hurts.
i can't just hit a switch " get over him"
not that easy.
so here she is representing everrything i wanna be right now.
i'm sure shes really nice. but you wouldnt wanna be in my place either.
and i was pissed because we had talked about replacing.
because i know what it feels like to be replaced.
and then you wanna bring her. like wtf?!?!?
what if you were in my shoes.
seriously, i knew you wouldnt understand how much it hurt when you were being a bitch online. thats why i was a bitch back.
and thats also why i said "we dont havee to be friends anymore"

so i'm not replaced.
and you can hang out with your new best friends sam and nathan.