He calls and calls but she refuses to answer her phone.

Tears pour from her eyes as she sits by it listening to it ring over and over again.

But what this eager boy on the other end doesn't realize is that he's b r e a k i n g her heart.

Because the truth is she wants to pick up the phone and hear his apologies so bad.

But she holds back.

And what ( Read more... )

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show ( Read more... )

so tonight was the shit.

got home & diane called. She came over and we went to hobby lobby with my gramma. twas fun. found so many cute things. Dropped her off for Orchesis concert around 7:30ish. Came home and ate. Jer called. Left for the park around 8 to meet up with Britt & her nephews. Jimmy and Emo are soo cute. oh my. i  <3 lil kids. Came ( Read more... )

so. overview for today

everyone liked my dyed hair. Except Paul. Which made me really iffed because idk. I know i'm not supposed to care what people think but he is a close friend. He said. "no black". i said "paul, its not black".... -no reply though. oh well.

also. Me & Nathan are going back out..

oooh. and Robert & Nick stopped by. which was ( Read more... )

so i've decided. Roberts right, everyone needs to stop bitching. Me mostly because I do it the most.

i'm never going to be good enough for him anyway.

Put an x to the things you've done
(x ) smoked a cigarette
(x ) smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x ) been in love
(x ) been dumped ..hm..yesterday night
(x ) shoplifted
(x ) been in a fist fight
(x ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) ( Read more... )

today. Me and Diane walked to Taco Bell. got chicken tacos. Told off Mio. woot woot! Went to the park & saw Steve. Came home so Anthony could drop something off for me. They left. Ryan came and picked me up so i wouldn't have to walk to manor care. got there and had the best time having a party for the old people lol. thennnnn alot happened

me and ( Read more... )

reply with your name and i'll tell you something I adore about you.

yesterday.

steve drove us right to anthonys. cooked till 9. no lie. then pizzza. yum=). Anthony drove me to Jamba. got mango-a-go go. yum. drove around until midnight -ish. went home.

today.

woke up. called jer. went to look for a game store for an hour. couldnt find it. ate ( Read more... )

yea, thats what they call ditching someone. fuck you.

i looked upon doing something and asked myself "will i regret it?" i didn't look at all the options or angles of the situation to regret. Now i regret it.

I don' t regret doing it because it was amazing, I regret what its done to us. It seems like were different. It also put my back on the track that i've worked so hard to get off. The track that ( Read more... )