ya know, no matter what i do.. i'm gonna be upset =( you guys knowww how unhappy i used to be. well i finally got a social life.. meaning now i finally have some self-esteem and i like myself. welllll my mom doesn't like that. and for the longest time i'd been going out a couple nights here and there and staying home a couple nights here and there ( Read more... )

uggghhhh ( Read more... )

just so you guys know, this journal is no longer a place for me to just tlak about my day, unless i feel like it.. i never write in here anymore unless i'm angry, soo don't expect to read this and find something happy.so apparently i'm "grounded," for the 2nd time since i got back from the beach. why do you ask? oh, well.. the 1st time i was ( Read more... )

i had so much fun tonight =) i went to sabatini's after work with des, rob, shan, matt, and steph. haha i seriously think my blondeness is attracted to them, because i am even more blonde around them than anyone else! ok, maybe not. i'm blonde around everybody haha ( Read more... )

i am very happy with myself =)

so for a while there i was really happy. then i got in my accident and i was crushed. then i became happy again because i couldn't be frustrated or angered by my parents because they've been doing so much for me since the accident. now, it's back to nag, nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag, etc ( Read more... )

just when i'm finally happy and content with my life, i go and get in an accident. as if my money situation wasn't rough before, now i'm fucked. i have no money to get it fixed and my parents won't have enough cuz the damage is pretty bad... i might go back to thomas'.. cuz 6.15 will surely help me out a lot won't it..

ahhh i love this computer it's so fasttt now that we added memory to it! i'm gonna be spoiled once i get used to this ( Read more... )

oh, by the way.. it started raining once we got in wyoming. it rained my whole way home.

that sleet is dangerous, people..

i just had the most perfect dream i have ever had in my entire life. then i woke up and remembered my life is as far from perfect as it'll ever be until COLLEGE ( Read more... )