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( Madonna from me to you )

Earplugs in. Headphones on top of them. Huddled in the corner of my little F2 lounge. And I still can't bring myself to study Astro. I really just don't care. Apathy has worked for my first two finals. I know I did super well on them. And after all, they are the more important classes. This is just a stupid GE. And after a great day, this just ( Read more... )

Is it terrible that I really don't want to take my last 2 finals? I'm just ready to be done with this quarter. I think the ever-frequent fresh starts are my favorite part about college. No matter how fucked up things may seem, the quarter will soon end and you have a fresh new life for the next 3 months. I'm still working on my balance. You would ( Read more... )

Yes, even with an 8 am final. Damn I've got to be an optimist if I can have one of my very best days in a very long while during finals week. Maybe it has to do with my uber confidence over my Anthro final. Maybe it has to do with the full nights sleep I finally let myself have. Maybe its finally getting out of sweats and actually putting myself ( Read more... )

I miss romance. Where has it disappeared to? I miss tenderness, and innocence mixed with just the right amount of passion. I miss kisses that stop time, those soft, perfect kisses that seem to be plucked from the most cliche of chick flicks. I miss flirtation and the most subtle touches that you would miss if your world didn't revolve around ( Read more... )

I absolutely positively can not study without the aid of Red Bull or NoDose. Is that bad? I'm taking years off my life for this one week of hell aren't I? See this is why girls in the 50s just married and didn't so much stress over grades. Oh my, did I just envy housewives who chose marriage over personal success? I believe I did. Goodness, I think ( Read more... )

I wish you could be everything I’d hoped you’d be. Because I do love you. For once I am certain of something, once it no longer matters. Is it pity? Is that what keeps bringing me back to those familiar thoughts? But how could I possibly pity someone I envied for so long; someone so strong, so confident, so secure. But you aren’t anymore. You are ( Read more... )

Smiling coyly as I tried to hide the blood quickly rushing to my face, I couldn't believe what he was asking me. Suddenly I felt so naive and shamefully innocent. That awkwardly familiar, passive aggressive confidence caught me of guard and I was stunned at the immediate onset of embarrassment, intrigue and school-girl giddiness. There it was, ( Read more... )

BTW Leo definitely should have been named Houdini. He escaped from his tank and somehow managed to get from the top shelf of Nina's desk to the floor (keep in mind he is the size of a 50 cent piece). We found him between the fridge and the microwave underneath a bag of sunchips. He was tucked inside his little shell with fuzz stuck all over him. Oh ( Read more... )