In other words. No. I'm not okay. I've been putting up this fucking act for weeks. I almost had myself convinced I was better off. Convinced that if I did something stupid like I did last night the pain would stop. That none of this would matter anymore.

I am so full of shit.

Well today was fun :3 ( Read more... )

Mrr. I wish life was easy. Then I wouldn't be such a bitch maybe? and I probably wouldn't sit here and argue with myself about stuff when I have nothing else to do.

You know what ( Read more... )

...and now I reinstate that I really need to stop getting close to guys that I know like me ( Read more... )

Soooooo...

I quit wal*mart.

I'm free all weekend.

HOOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Once Walgreens calls I think I'm going to call wal*mart and say I'm not coming back in this week...I'm so sick of having to go in. Sleeping at night and being up during the day feels like such a relief I don't really want to give it up. I think I might actually call walgreens if they don't call by three ( Read more... )

So. Isis was vomiting yesterday like....all day. Projectile. It was fun ( Read more... )

Yes. That's right. I got a new job. It's WAY closer to my apartment compared to wal*mart, and though I'll be making less monies, I'll be working 1st-2nd shift only, and since I'll be spending less on gas and I'm going to be paying a little less on my car payments I should be okay ( Read more... )

So. Those of you who have seen my room before, it's now being changed. And every day it gets closer. XD I'm proud of the accomplishments I've made to getting more organized/space positive. I now have a ton more floor space (...once I get all my books BACK on bookshelves....) and once I get rid of my old bookcase (one of my coworkers is supposed to ( Read more... )