check my vital signs / and no, I'm still alive

[t3hclarieness]

I am so worried about John that it's making me sick. He asked what we were, he and I , in relation to each other... I didn't know what to say, how can you lay a claim on a person you've never met? He's so fabulous. If he dies I'll be lost. He's so smart, but it's like he doesn't want me to help him. I only want to make him happy, that's all I want

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[almost_thursday]

yr only a slut if you don't make out with me right now. i don't think i'm gonna die too soon. like i said before, i'm a little too in love with everything to leave it behind. i have never heard the expression 'rolling' before today and now i've heard it twice. you crazy americans...

i'm sorry that i fuck everything up for you. i don't mean to. i just get so fucking bothered by the distance between us, that's all. i don't want to make you sad or angry EVER but i guess this is who i am.

i saw the killers live and they were awesome. too bad i was fucking drunk or i'd tell you what i great time i had.

[xxflamingskyxx]

I've never heard the expression "rolling" before either and I'm at least 7/8 American... so no worries. You're a Brit, aren't you?

Anyway, Clarie. I'm sad for you. I'm sad for me, too. Why can't we both be happy with our boys? It's obvious we need to be more appreciated.

You need to go over to ___ [insert place here] and be with John, and I need to go to Baltimore and be with Tim, and then we won't cry anymore. Hopefully. I pulled a muscle right over my heart from crying so much. How appropriate is that?

I'm done now... I have to go to bed and stuff... Ramble back, Clarie.

- Calire