Well, in all decisions in life there comes the question "how many people am I going to piss off doing this?". If you're going to piss off way too many people or piss off somebody you don't want to piss off, then don't be surprised when you do piss those people off.
Now the aspect of your personality you discuss here doesn't really bother me, since I know you tend to go into "obsessive" sprees on stuff and I can live with that. Fuck, I lived with it for 7 months. Your high horse needs it's legs smashed and you could probably stand a good housecleaning, of course, but that's just my opinion.
I dreamed about you last night. We ran into each other somewhere random, and I was trying to get you to remember who I was. And then, I wasn't sure it was you. it was odd in an interesting way.
Ask yourself, "Who am I and who do I want to be?" If your actions reflect who you are and who you want to be, and your actions are helping you accomplish what you're trying to do and become, then you're in good shape. Otherwise, you're not.
If you are "neglecting everyone you love", then you love the projects you're working on more than "everyone you love". If that's your priority, and the way you want to be, and you're happy with that, go for it, and don't express remorse over it. If this isn't who you want to be, then you should make some adjustments. Nobody knows you better than you, and nobody else can resolve these issues but you.
Don't forget escapism. You don't have to justify yourself, that's how you weed out the people who aren't worth your time. The ones who always seem to come around in some way or another are the ones who will love you unconditionally, regardless of what your flaws are. Or how much you piss each other off I've noticed. By the way, on my way to reading your journal I ended up on your info page and I'm still in your bio. Weird, right? Doubt it's intentional, thought you might want to know so you can change it.
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Now the aspect of your personality you discuss here doesn't really bother me, since I know you tend to go into "obsessive" sprees on stuff and I can live with that. Fuck, I lived with it for 7 months. Your high horse needs it's legs smashed and you could probably stand a good housecleaning, of course, but that's just my opinion.
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miss you.
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If you are "neglecting everyone you love", then you love the projects you're working on more than "everyone you love". If that's your priority, and the way you want to be, and you're happy with that, go for it, and don't express remorse over it. If this isn't who you want to be, then you should make some adjustments. Nobody knows you better than you, and nobody else can resolve these issues but you.
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By the way, on my way to reading your journal I ended up on your info page and I'm still in your bio. Weird, right? Doubt it's intentional, thought you might want to know so you can change it.
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