I've been gone. Busy with Exams, school, Terra, work, money, bills, planning to go to Thailand,.... and starring down and my sickening blubbery rolls of fat. Wishing they would disappear.
Meg, I'm 140 pounds and only 5'3". I can't take this anymore. I want to be by your side, and I want to be a good friend... but I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand here and listen to you say these things and do this to yourself. It hurts me too much. You're making me feel fat, you're making me feel bad about myself. I've never been uncomfortable with my weight or appearance like this before. But when you start to talk and when you say things like this about yourself, and I see you, and I see that you're not fat at all.. I feel terrible. If you're fat, then what am I? I must be fucking morbidly obese.. and I know that's not true.
I can't let you do this to me. Maybe I can't stop you from hurting your body, but I will keep you from hurting me.
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I can't take this anymore. I want to be by your side, and I want to be a good friend... but I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand here and listen to you say these things and do this to yourself. It hurts me too much. You're making me feel fat, you're making me feel bad about myself. I've never been uncomfortable with my weight or appearance like this before. But when you start to talk and when you say things like this about yourself, and I see you, and I see that you're not fat at all.. I feel terrible. If you're fat, then what am I? I must be fucking morbidly obese.. and I know that's not true.
I can't let you do this to me. Maybe I can't stop you from hurting your body, but I will keep you from hurting me.
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