in the next couple of months something amazing is gonna happen and my world will be complete.....i can't wait.....

i'm soon to be done with my asvab last practice test,then to the recruiter to go to meps and take the actually test...i also have to gain weight...girls have to weight 131 to get in,but see i thought they ended the weight requirement,but i guess not....after all that when i'm for sure to get in...i'm getting married to the love of my life.......my ( Read more... )

my mind is worn out from all the studying..........too much to remember...the chapters don't seem to end...i can't control my reactions to it......i feel so worn out.....i feel so stressed out......i can'tfigure out anything right now.....i just want to know if i can get in.....i feel like i'm gonna go insane....i miss my mom....yesterday i was ( Read more... )

general science pretest- first try 3 only right,second try 100 %
first math part pretest-16 out of 30
second math part pretest-i only missed 2 questions.and got the rest correct.

thats it now working on english...

still need help with word problems...

some times i want to scream,i lost my dreaming world,and began to act responsable.i try to escape from it buti can't.my time is consummed with studying and i'm not even in school...i'm scared i won't pass the asvab and be stuck with a dead end job,i can't afford to go to school.i have no way of getting there.i have no car.i rely on my parents for ( Read more... )

went to the recruiters i pyhsically quailfy for the airforce now have to study for the asvab,my head hurts from studying i hate it...i can't grasp it at all,i'm not even in school and i'm studying like a crazy woman....my step dad plans to adopt me,i'm happy,if i get in me and mitch are gonna get married.if this happens than my world is changing ( Read more... )

we moved back to brandon.....and i'm living with mitch's family...i feel so much better being back in brandon......i might enlist in the airforce.....everything is great....but i learn today i'm not in very good shape...lol...work in progress.....

so things are good now...moving soon...can't wait...get my tattoo soon...cutting and re-dying my hair soon.....unfortantly this intails me to quite my job..but oh well.....i'm happy again...and feel myself more again...yayyy me!!!!!!!!

amazingly ever time i hear korn ya'll wanna single i feel so much better......i need to like have a good day.....need to relax and enjoy ( Read more... )

how could someone be attracted to her......weezing and coughing....her freaken smokers cough....pig fat lazy bum self......thinks its all about her and she can do wutever she wants and no one can do anything about it,and everyone has to treat her with kindness and respect but she can treat others with disrespect by going through their things and ( Read more... )