today my dad and ann (or mom) celeberated one year clean today. i am sooooo proud of the both of them. today was actually a really good day. yesterday i went to ari's house and chilled out there for awhile. we went to fred meyers and bought timmy a spiderman poster and some cake mix and stuff. then we went to her house and baked a cake, and ( Read more... )

well today was the last day of school. thank freaking god. ive been waiting for this day all year. today and yesterday was actually pretty awesome. yesterday during 4th we had to do a bunch of stupid exams and crap. Mr. Binkowski is an asshole in the morning. the best part of that morning was when i got 1:57 for running around the field. i ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! this weekend sucks. im over at my moms and its been nothing but hell. apprently this whole weekend was devoted to chris. we had to do whatever he wanted. if he didnt want to rent a movie, we wouldnt. thats so stupid. when we ordered a pizza, we had to order what he wanted! it was nasty as hell. we had to watch we he wanted to ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive been on here. i went to my grandma's house this weekend. ryan came over too. we both went to the mall on saturday to help me find some new clothes. i got some new shirts and some dickies. we had a good time. grandma was a drag man. i was driving her around town before we went to the mall and she was driving me ( Read more... )

“You need to try harder! Do you hear me?!” an old gruff voice said. There was silence. “Well do you ( Read more... )

i've been doin some thinking this weekend and i decided that i need to make some changes in my life. by the end of the school year, there will be dramatic changes. but for some reason i dont like talking on the phone anymore. im sorry im not answering, but i dont want to be on. its no ones fault. i didnt use to like the phone anyways. but ( Read more... )

this week was SO fucking stressful. it just keeps adding on. and its not done. today was one of the better days. in drama we had to play this game that was kinda lame. one person had to get in the middle of the circle. whoever was in the middle, the rest of the people had to act like or what they thought about that person. when i went in the ( Read more... )

well im grounded. all because i have bad handwriting. isnt that like discrimination or a hate crime or something? being prejudice against people who cant write worth a damn. i dont know. i know i have awful handwriting. i've always been ashamed of it. but its fucking wrong to ground someone over it. last night my dad told me i couldnt have ( Read more... )

im on-line now. haha. its all midnight and no one is on. im not in cali yet. were past mertle creek, and believe me, thats far. it was a long drive. me and grandma had fun. we did some catching up. and we joked around a little. but im jumping ahead. i went to ari's house this morning. that was cool. i was only there for like 3 hours. it ( Read more... )

im going to ariana's tomorrow. i cant wait. its been a while. thats gonna be so much fun. then after that im leaving with my grandma. thats gonna be pretty awesome. im gonna have a lot of fun. i wish my background was different. its such an ugly picture of me.