Why?

[tabascodan]

why is it that all I want to do is just help people and they fucking throw it back in my face as if I'm trying to controel them. WTF is wrong with me. I got too close to her and I think I might love her, but at the start we both said it wouldent happen, and I know if I try to say it shes going to get angry

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[phasesofthemoon]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck no
ok dude...you need to get her out of your life now. a broken heart can heal over time but this constant crap will not
and as soon as break starts we'll hang out. just busy with petco and the weather is so bad. my car is bullshit. ya know that
hang in there
do things for yourself now. thats most important

[dragonfires]

:snuggs:
She DOESNT deserve you.
As much as it hurts, you need to cut the ties. That will liberate you to do some reflecting and hopefully some healing.

Unfortunately I wont have any time to see anyone before I leave, but know Im thinkin of ya ok?
Have a merry christmas, stay warm, and know you have friends who are here for you.

[tabascodan]

Thanks ^^ It means so much healing all of these nice things from good friends. I don't think I'm going to sever ties all the way, but were just going to be normal friends from now on.