Sometimes it's really nice to be mean.  It fills me with a glow that can be seen for miles.

Advice, stay on my good side.  You won't regret it.

What a droll life we all lead.  For any of you that are interested I am back, I suppose.  Not that anyone ever read this thing.  Maybe people will now mwahhahaha...Crap my typing sucks from kitten wounds on two of my fingers.  I have a kitten.  If I can I will post some pictures of her, and my baby girl Moonbeam.

Just thought I would update a

Why is it that I always get screwed over when it comes to work? Anything that happens always seems to effect my shift of work, and therefore I have to take care of everything. Like right now for instance. We've been closed for almost an hour, but where am I? Still at work. Because of unlocked doors. To me that sounds like a security issue, ( Read more... )

At work as usual, but today there was something different. I walked in, and I put my stuff on my desk, logged into my computer, and looked around. That's when it hit me. I really do hate my job. Not even to the extent that I could cope with working here for a few more years like I planned. I mean hate my job to the extent that I never want to ( Read more... )

Yeah, like I can go home. Fucking bullshit of none of my workers showing up is driving me up the fucking wall. Starting next week, if they call off one more time, they are fired. I don't fucking care who they are, or how good of friends we are, if you can't make it to work when you're fucking scheduled, then don't come at all ( Read more... )

Insoooomniaaaa ( Read more... )

Life has definitely been a downer lately. Nothing worth anything has been going on in my life other than my sudden tendency to drink all the time. I'm an alcoholic, I can admit it...and even if I'm not I'm steadily on the road to alcoholism. Yet, it does not bother me to know that. Whatever, I've been talking about it too much lately. Though ( Read more... )

Never Have I Ever ( Read more... )

I hate the cycles my life goes in. Much happiness and fun to depression, confusion, and displeasure in things that I know make me happy...I just seem to not want them too anymore. I want to be alone, but when I'm alone, I crave the attention of other people. But when they come around, they usually just end up annoying the hell out of me. Right ( Read more... )

This past week went by so quickly. My boss was sick three days this week, which left me in charge on those days, which seems to make my work week go by quickly. On friday, after a night of drinking and no sleep, I felt all icky and anxious, so I called off of work (unfortunately) and slept most of the day away ( Read more... )