Livejournal is definitely dead. I haven't been on here in almost 2 years.

If you still want to follow me on a blog, you can find me on my Tumblr

so it's official

i'm quiting my job and going to ireland.

paul is taking me. i'm so stoked. we leave on april 27th. i can't wait!!!!

My knee hurts like a fuckin bitch ( Read more... )

SO, i went to my first party in like two years this past saturday

it was so much fun.

i got to see all kinds of people i haven't seen in forever.

joel and abe showed up. i haven't seen them in about a year! it was good to see and talk with them. hopefully they pick up the damn phone every now n then and call me!! you hear that abe? we gotta chill ( Read more... )

so i've got that itch again......

that itch to get another tattoo.

i got this one done a few months back

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so i was taking my lil bro and mom home when all of a sudden, my car ran outa gas on the fuckin freeway!!! luckily i managed to coast to a freeway exit. the exit just happened to be the one nearest my mom's house. so, we left my car behind and began the 20 minute trek to my mom's house so that we could get one of those red gas tank thingies. ( Read more... )

these last few days have been kinda hard.
i've gotten so used to being able to spend a ton of time with paul.
since the park has been open, he's been working night shift while i work day shift.
this means that the only time i ever get to see him is when he gets home in the middle of the night.
the only time we get to talk is when we call each other on ( Read more... )

christmas was pretty chill. spent christmas eve with my dad and christmas morning with my mom. i did pretty in the gift department. my boyfriend paul gave this awesome jacket that i've been wanting for quiet a while now. it made all stoked cuz i couldn't really afford it. i got him concert tickets to see the Horrorpops feat. the Pink Spiders in SLO ( Read more... )

so let me explain a bit more about my last entry. here's the story:

there once was a girl. lets call her taberina. taberina was in a relationship with a boy. we'll call him billy. everything was great between taberina and billy. they really liked each other. taberina spent all of her free time with billy. when she wasn't with him, she was on the ( Read more... )

so much has happened since last i wrote an entry.
i ended things with zach.  it was really hard to do. i just wasn't happy anymore. i wasn't my own person anymore. losing who i am was the scariest part.  i know i loved him at one point. but after awhile, that love faded into resentment.
i resented who he made me be. i resented who he made me