i confess that i didn't really want to get with my exboyfriend when he asked me out. but then i also confess that i did fall in love with him. i confess that i was jealous of the girls that he was talking to but only because he talked about them more than anything else.
i confess that i am a slacker and that i bullshit my way through life and make people think that i am a smart person. i confess that i'm not even a very nice person and i do talk about people behind their backs, even if it is only something small and even if they are one of my best friends.
i confess that i wasn't in love with a boy when i told him i was and that i only told him i was to make him feel better. i confess that i regret doing so. and i confess that i miss him and now actually do want to be with him unlike before.
and i confess that i actually do cry, and that i'm not as strong as i like to make people think i am.
i confess...
anonymous
November 20 2003, 13:00:33 UTC
woah. this is cool :) okay, I confess that I've sunk soo low at times that I've sold my soul to the devil... twice. I've begged God to take care, begged for my life to be better, contemplated suicide, masturbated on top of a sock or using an ice cube, watched porn on the internet and on TV, had conversations with "God" in my mind, got mad at God in my mind, begged to be pure, talked to myself, given up, wished I was someone else... A LOT. And I've spent a lot of lonely days crying by myself... I confess that I feel like I never fit in and sometimes that my life isn't worth anything. And oh soo much more... I wonder if things will ever be the way I want them to be.
I confess that I am a complete and utter baitch. I rant and rave about how no one cares, but I know I've bought it on myself. I look down on certain people that I shouldn't. And I bitch waaaaay too much. I'm just a stressy cow, really.
I also confess that I loves you because Esther is a very lovely, cool person. <3
i confess...
anonymous
November 20 2003, 14:36:08 UTC
i confess that i've only kissed one boy in my entire life, even thought i've told my friends i've kissed at least three....(im 17 by the way)......... i don't know why i lied to them. i guess it was just for acceptance maybe, or to add an aura of mystery to my life. sometimes i feel bad for lying, because i made them think im much more confident with guys than i really am. other times i think my friends can see right through me, and that they must all think i'm really sad for making it all up..... either way, i confess that i was horrible at my first kiss, and my boyfriend at the time even slightly laughed at me (though it may have been affectionate laughter)...i don't even know anymore, ive stopped thinking about it. but it has helped to tell someone the truth.
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i confess that i am a slacker and that i bullshit my way through life and make people think that i am a smart person. i confess that i'm not even a very nice person and i do talk about people behind their backs, even if it is only something small and even if they are one of my best friends.
i confess that i wasn't in love with a boy when i told him i was and that i only told him i was to make him feel better. i confess that i regret doing so. and i confess that i miss him and now actually do want to be with him unlike before.
and i confess that i actually do cry, and that i'm not as strong as i like to make people think i am.
thanks. i needed to get all that out.
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okay, I confess that I've sunk soo low at times that I've sold my soul to the devil... twice. I've begged God to take care, begged for my life to be better, contemplated suicide, masturbated on top of a sock or using an ice cube, watched porn on the internet and on TV, had conversations with "God" in my mind, got mad at God in my mind, begged to be pure, talked to myself, given up, wished I was someone else... A LOT. And I've spent a lot of lonely days crying by myself... I confess that I feel like I never fit in and sometimes that my life isn't worth anything. And oh soo much more... I wonder if things will ever be the way I want them to be.
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I confess that I am a complete and utter baitch. I rant and rave about how no one cares, but I know I've bought it on myself. I look down on certain people that I shouldn't. And I bitch waaaaay too much. I'm just a stressy cow, really.
I also confess that I loves you because Esther is a very lovely, cool person. <3
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i don't know why i lied to them. i guess it was just for acceptance maybe, or to add an aura of mystery to my life. sometimes i feel bad for lying, because i made them think im much more confident with guys than i really am.
other times i think my friends can see right through me, and that they must all think i'm really sad for making it all up.....
either way, i confess that i was horrible at my first kiss, and my boyfriend at the time even slightly laughed at me (though it may have been affectionate laughter)...i don't even know anymore, ive stopped thinking about it.
but it has helped to tell someone the truth.
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