I'm not a vindictive person. having that sort of a reaction to a person is so damn negative and hurtful and terrible and I just don't have it in me
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it's ok to run with your thoughts... let the thoughts of precisely what you'd like to do to said person follow through, paying attention to every minute, gorey detail. there's something eerily satisfying about it. thoughts are harmless as long as you don't act on them.
grin, it's not that kind of thought, actually. it's more like...there's this song by magazine called I Want To Burn Again and there's a lyric that says: I met your lover yesterday/wearing some things I left at your place/singing a song that means a lot to me...
it's that last bit, you know? when someone or someplace else in your life refers back to something that previously meant a lot to you. and the vindictive something I thought of and am desperately trying to forget is like that.
thoughts may be unimportant, but the emotions behind them are dangerously so. you know? because that's the stuff that makes a person do some *really* stupid shit at times. hell, most times.
oooh i know right where you are in your thoughts and i could go on for hours but i'll spare you. personally, i'd consider that admissable grounds for stabbing.
hah, I saw your post in RVA so figured I'd sneak over here real quick and see if you've updated lately. And grrr, I know exactly the feelin' you were talkin about up there. It's been an odd eight years here in the RVA hasn't it?
I miss you Chels! I know we've mentioned it a few times, but I would really dig grabbing a drink or two at some point and playing ketchup. :)
you can actually see half of it on my window ledge, but it requires a bit of background information to understand. therefore I highly recommend suggestive application of rum and limeade.
Only, I'd go in there all with the intention of getting some agression out, then feel all bad, end up being polite and probably over-tipping, and go back home and yell at Dan instead.
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it's that last bit, you know? when someone or someplace else in your life refers back to something that previously meant a lot to you. and the vindictive something I thought of and am desperately trying to forget is like that.
thoughts may be unimportant, but the emotions behind them are dangerously so. you know? because that's the stuff that makes a person do some *really* stupid shit at times. hell, most times.
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I miss you Chels! I know we've mentioned it a few times, but I would really dig grabbing a drink or two at some point and playing ketchup. :)
No mustard.
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1. Serve liquor
2. Allow clients to pummel waiters
3. PROFIT!
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Only, I'd go in there all with the intention of getting some agression out, then feel all bad, end up being polite and probably over-tipping, and go back home and yell at Dan instead.
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