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AngelGurl1238: hey!
Fea Uf Este: hi
AngelGurl1238: how r u?
AngelGurl1238: and how's ben and his dad?
AngelGurl1238: ;-)
Fea Uf Este: choking, I hope
Fea Uf Este: ^_^
AngelGurl1238: lol
AngelGurl1238: thats so stupid
Fea Uf Este: did you read the latest update
Fea Uf Este: with the e-mails?
AngelGurl1238: no, not yet
AngelGurl1238: is it on LJ?
Fea Uf Este: yeah
Fea Uf Este: and you have to see the photos of my newest luvr
AngelGurl1238: okay, i'll go see
AngelGurl1238: whoo!
AngelGurl1238: i have new eye candy too.
Fea Uf Este: Whoo!
Fea Uf Este: My eye candy has a beautiful singing voice
Fea Uf Este: and pretty blue eyes
AngelGurl1238: who is it??
AngelGurl1238: rob!
Fea Uf Este: I wish!
AngelGurl1238: oh
AngelGurl1238: who is it?
Fea Uf Este: No, this guy's a singer/musical actor
AngelGurl1238: ok, i'm going to your lj...
AngelGurl1238: oh. my. god.
AngelGurl1238: HA HA HA HA HA
AngelGurl1238: oh god, oh god!!!
AngelGurl1238: i am sorry mandi, but that is the funniest thing i've seen all day, and i saw 2 people trip and fall!!!!
AngelGurl1238: oh, btw, tony looks better brown hair.
Fea Uf Este: isn't it funny?
AngelGurl1238: it is
AngelGurl1238: i want to see this site
AngelGurl1238: i should google it
Fea Uf Este: he looks good both ways.
Fea Uf Este: I just like fake!blonds
Fea Uf Este: I'm warming up to him with dark hair, though
Fea Uf Este: at first I was like "ew..." but now I'm like "mm...."
AngelGurl1238: i just like dark hair better.
AngelGurl1238: on guys in general
AngelGurl1238: hey, is matt blocking me or is he just never on?
Fea Uf Este: like, never on
Fea Uf Este: the thing that kinda pisses me off some more
AngelGurl1238: what?
Fea Uf Este: is that he (Ben's dad)insulted my faith
Fea Uf Este: I mean, I know I'm not the most RELIGIOUS person. In fact, sometimes I can be downright sacreligous
AngelGurl1238: but still...
Fea Uf Este: but I have a lot of faith
Fea Uf Este: I'm just not into people telling me how I should feel about God
AngelGurl1238: he has not right...that's not his place
Fea Uf Este: and how I should go about feeling about Him
AngelGurl1238: he doesnt know you.
Fea Uf Este: him and the Church
Fea Uf Este: and my parents, and other relatives
AngelGurl1238: do you know the website?
AngelGurl1238: i'm googling like crazy.... but i can't find a thing.
Fea Uf Este: no, I don't
ngelGurl1238: ok.
AngelGurl1238: i jsut wanted to see the convo that made him assume you were bad or whatever
AngelGurl1238: you know what?
AngelGurl1238: that really pisses me off
AngelGurl1238: he's pretty high and mighty
AngelGurl1238: thinks pretty high of himself and his son to just judge you like that, and say you aren't fit to talk to his asshole son.
AngelGurl1238: and ben's all, i do whats right no matter what.
AngelGurl1238: B.S.!!!!!!!
Fea Uf Este: pffft
AngelGurl1238: even if he dosent like you, he should be decent
AngelGurl1238: AND
Fea Uf Este: If anyone's a bad influence here, it's him
AngelGurl1238: his dads a preacher? well he should know that the bible says, "let he who is without blame cast the first stone?"
AngelGurl1238: if he was a decent pastor...
AngelGurl1238: and he really belived you had some moral problems (which you don't)
AngelGurl1238: then he would try to give you guidence instead of shunning you, like the bible tells us too.
AngelGurl1238: geez.
AngelGurl1238: mandi...
Fea Uf Este: how's this?
Fea Uf Este: Ah, so good Christian kids who can quote from the Bible, like maybe...
"He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone"
Sheesh.
And really, who's the bad influence in this relationship?
Just wondering.
AngelGurl1238: he is!
AngelGurl1238: ben is a crappy influence.
Fea Uf Este: should I send it?
AngelGurl1238: yeah
AngelGurl1238: you should.
AngelGurl1238: send it.
AngelGurl1238: i hate ben right now.
AngelGurl1238: i wish matt was on.
AngelGurl1238: i feel like some manipulating
AngelGurl1238: and he's just so darn easy.
Fea Uf Este: ain't hew?
AngelGurl1238: *useing mind powers...* sighn on mattie, sighn on... we just wanna talk to you...
AngelGurl1238: mandi, are you okay? i mean, did it really hurt your feelings? cause i know it would hurt mine.
Fea Uf Este: I'm not hurt that I'm 'forbidden"
Fea Uf Este: in fact, I think that's kinda hot
Fea Uf Este: but it's that I feel insulted
Fea Uf Este: I'm not hurt that he 'can't speak to me', just insulted by his father's reactions
AngelGurl1238: his dad can be kind of an ass.
AngelGurl1238: don't tell ben you know, but his dad has anger issues (according to ben anyway, keep in mind ben likes to bitch
AngelGurl1238: but apparently his dad punched a hole in the wall, and is always super pissy and all this other stuff
Fea Uf Este: It's just that he's always been nice to me
AngelGurl1238: his dad?
AngelGurl1238: yeah, me too.
Fea Uf Este: Ben was probably really just bitching about me
AngelGurl1238: like at my going away party, he prayed for me and matt, and that was kind of cool. nobody's done that for me before.
AngelGurl1238: yeah, i mean, who knows what ben told his dad?
AngelGurl1238: and who knows what "creative editing" ben did to that aim before he showed it to his dad?
Fea Uf Este: yeah
Fea Uf Este: -_-
Fea Uf Este: Well, I decided that I'm going to double major in Theatre and Criminal Psych
AngelGurl1238: really?
AngelGurl1238: my mom wants me to be a fasion major. shows what she thinks i can do with my life.
AngelGurl1238: i wanna do criminal justice of theater/minor in education.
AngelGurl1238: what job do you want?
Fea Uf Este: You should apply to Flagler with me. It's only about 9,000 and in St. Augustine. And during the summers we can work at Disney world
AngelGurl1238: who!
AngelGurl1238: that would be hot.
AngelGurl1238: what kinda grades do you need to get in? i think i have a 3.7 or a 3.8
AngelGurl1238: it might go up if they decide to give me my weighted grades from neuqua back.
AngelGurl1238: is the school hard to get into?
Fea Uf Este: It's pretty easy. Most applications are accepted
Fea Uf Este: I only have a 3.4 because I can't do math
Fea Uf Este: and I have both Chem and Alg II/Trig this year
Fea Uf Este: and my Euro teacher hates me
Fea Uf Este: so that's hurting my grade
AngelGurl1238: aw
AngelGurl1238: that sucks alot.
Fea Uf Este: and I've never blamed things on a teacher before
Fea Uf Este: but she loses my essays and stuff
AngelGurl1238: so you must mean it
AngelGurl1238: i know you aren't blaming teachers cause you are a jerk... like some people we know...
Fea Uf Este: I would have had a B last quarter if she hadn't of lost my essay
AngelGurl1238: some chubby blonde boys we know....
AngelGurl1238: with bad incubus t shirts and "published work" and a stupid leather cuff....
AngelGurl1238: that's a hard class, too.
Fea Uf Este: I have a D now
Fea Uf Este: Because I failed the WWI/Age of Anxiety test
Fea Uf Este: becasue it was a partner test
Fea Uf Este: and partners always screw me uo
Fea Uf Este: *up
AngelGurl1238: i hate partners.
Fea Uf Este: especially if they don't know anything
AngelGurl1238: they mess everything up
AngelGurl1238: and dont do work
Fea Uf Este: I know
Fea Uf Este: -_-
Fea Uf Este: UGH
AngelGurl1238: what?
Fea Uf Este: I'm so hating him right now
AngelGurl1238: ben?
Fea Uf Este: And Senior year will suck
AngelGurl1238: why?
Fea Uf Este: Addy hates me, seems like it's going to be foreveer because she wants me to apologize, and I'm sure as hell not doing that because she wouldn't listen unless I denied what I said and I'm not going to do that
Fea Uf Este: And Katie's SO on her side
Fea Uf Este: And I don't see Mike a lot
Fea Uf Este: and I don't have a lot of friends our age
AngelGurl1238: i'm sorry
AngelGurl1238: but i mean... you have a year and a half left till senior year... i mean, you've got plently of time.
AngelGurl1238: you'll meet people between now and then.
Fea Uf Este: I might be moving, anyway
AngelGurl1238: yeah... do you want to move?
Fea Uf Este: maybe
Fea Uf Este: I don't know
Fea Uf Este: I'm kinda bored with life as it is
Fea Uf Este: I wish I could move and take you, Mike, and the Brittanies with
Fea Uf Este: and Rob
AngelGurl1238: yes
AngelGurl1238: but mandi... i was really boerd at neuqua too
AngelGurl1238: now i would give anything to go back... not even to neuqua, just out of this town and into the suburbs or a city or anything.
AngelGurl1238: as long as it's not a small teeny town.
Fea Uf Este: But you see, I'm used to moving a lot. It's a change of scene, you know
Fea Uf Este: I'm a restless soul
Fea Uf Este: I need to be TAMED! Preferably by Tony Vincent.
AngelGurl1238: lol
Fea Uf Este: anyway, back to seriousness
AngelGurl1238: ahhh, have you ever had a really bad fat day?
Fea Uf Este: I'm used to moving every 4-6 years or so, so it's getting around that time, and I'm getting restless
Fea Uf Este: I have a really bad fat life
AngelGurl1238: you're thin though, mandi
Fea Uf Este: I've been gaining weight fast lately
Fea Uf Este: I dunno why
Fea Uf Este: I think it's the immaculate conception part two
AngelGurl1238: lol
AngelGurl1238: i gained like, a lot of weight from stress right after i moved,and now i'm trying to get it off and i think i'm just gaining.
Fea Uf Este: But if I married him, I'd be Mrs. Anthony Vincent Strascina
Fea Uf Este: Amanda Strascina
Fea Uf Este: I'm marrying him for the last name alone
Fea Uf Este: We can lose weight together
AngelGurl1238: you and anthony?
AngelGurl1238: or me and you?
Fea Uf Este: you and me
Fea Uf Este: I need to be skinny if I am to marry Anthony
AngelGurl1238: and i need to be skinny for acting.
Fea Uf Este: Otherwise, how can he look past the age difference
Fea Uf Este: (amen, sister)
AngelGurl1238: i saw a tape of contest play, and i look like a meatball on stage... the scrubs dont help, but still
Fea Uf Este: *loves*
Fea Uf Este: It's be easier for me to lose some of this chunkage right now if I weren't so screwed up at the moment
AngelGurl1238: maybe thats why you are gaining?
Fea Uf Este: probably
AngelGurl1238: i mean, it can't help.
Fea Uf Este: yeah
Fea Uf Este: damn it
AngelGurl1238: okay... so lets think of a diet plan
Fea Uf Este: do you eat when you're upset?
AngelGurl1238: this is a website that lists a crap load of foods and how many calories: www.calorie-count.com
AngelGurl1238: me?
AngelGurl1238: anything
Fea Uf Este: even if you don't think you're upset
AngelGurl1238: hmm... whatever is around
Fea Uf Este: You'll find yourself gorging and you'd be like "hmm... something must be bothering me..."
AngelGurl1238: see, my problem is i eat healthy, but i eat to much.
AngelGurl1238: or when i'm not hungry
Fea Uf Este: I don't really eat a lot
AngelGurl1238: i do.
Fea Uf Este: It's just my comfort food happens to be Coca-Cola
Fea Uf Este: and I'll eat my comfort food A LOT when I'm upset
AngelGurl1238: ohh.... have you ever tried diet?
Fea Uf Este: I can't drink it
AngelGurl1238: diet?
Fea Uf Este: I've tried
AngelGurl1238: i used to hate it, but now i can't drink regular.
Fea Uf Este: it disgusts me. then I go through caffine withdrawel and get horrible headaches
AngelGurl1238: really?
AngelGurl1238: that sucks
Fea Uf Este: where the veins in my brain contract
AngelGurl1238: i just get like, intensly guilted if i eat something thats bad.
AngelGurl1238: ewwwww
AngelGurl1238: that sounds painful.
Fea Uf Este: yeah
Fea Uf Este: it is
AngelGurl1238: that sucks.
AngelGurl1238: you know what i can't eat?
Fea Uf Este: what?
AngelGurl1238: fast food, fruit juice, and chocolate.
AngelGurl1238: i start freaking out
AngelGurl1238: and feel really, really guilty.
AngelGurl1238: cause fruit juice is all empty calories... and you're supposed to eat your calories, not drink them.
AngelGurl1238: i need to just eat less and excersise more. my thing is i just eat to much.
Fea Uf Este: same here
Fea Uf Este: I could always eat less
Fea Uf Este: or, eat healthier
AngelGurl1238: but just remember, 3,500 calories is a pound.
AngelGurl1238: whether it's 3,500 calories of potato chips...
AngelGurl1238: or 3,500 calories of carrots and chicken.
AngelGurl1238: ok, i gtg
AngelGurl1238: but mandi... i really dont think you need to lose weight. i think you are really thin.
Fea Uf Este: you haven't seen me lately
Fea Uf Este: loe
Fea Uf Este: *love
AngelGurl1238: ttyl
Fea Uf Este: bye