Backstage at the Bronze was nice and familiar, hasn't changed much in those past years. Still small, cramped, too hot, loud, chaotic - and fucking wonderful. I looked at Oz as he was tuning his guitar and smiled. I didn't need to say anything. We both understood this feeling
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I was sat on one of those almost barstools, just out of the spotlight. The lights were simple, white on her, whatever colour filter playing across me as I plucked at the strings. I wondered whether anyone could see me, and whether anyone I knew was out there.
We shared a smile - of nothing more than pleasure at doing something we loved. Together was a bonus. As I heard my playing come back at me through the foldback I felt warm. This was, against all my better judgement, home.
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We came in to recorded music, which meant whoever was playing tonight wasn't ready yet. Willow went off to the bar to get some drinks, and I found a sofa. It was sort of comforting and familiar to be here again. The Bronze was always here, no matter what happened.
The band started up. There was a girl singing. She was sort of sexy in an obvious way. I didn't get a good vibe from her. Her aura was cloudy, and she seemed... Well, there was something about her that made me feel like a mouse faced with a big, big cat.
Then I glanced over at the guitarist and felt myself freeze. I knew him.
It was Oz.
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Why was I here? I'll tell you why I was here. Because I didn't give a rat's anymore. I wanted to find Dawnie, I did, but how could I find a girl that wanted to run the hell away all the time? Yeah, I wa spissed, angry at Giles, at Dawn, at Buffy which was silly because it's not her fault the spell got screwed. My fault, all mine. Again. Again and again and again. So I was going to use my legal age and drink alcohol and party with my girl for a while and forget everything.
Grr. Especially Giles. Grr. He made my day so much sweeter? That great big English... grrr! I'll show you arrogant. Pompous ass. Huh ( ... )
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"Th-that's Oz up there," I said, stating the obvious. "Who, um, who's the girl?" I ask, putting my hand against her arm lightly to let her know if she needs support, I'm here.
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