If i'm thin, and smart, and beautiful I will succeed in a FUCNTIONAL RELATIONSHIP!!! WTF?!

I have to say that this is so fucking true and so amazing and so incredibly ME ( Read more... )

apparently i'm notorious for unsuccessful relationships...fuckin amazing. i really should stick to it when i say that i'm not going to be in a relationship anymore cause it keeps getting really fucked up UGH everything else in my life is going so fuckin well this is why boys are so fuckin LAME

my roomie took us out for dinner...travy kept ordering me drinks. it's amazing and the waitress kept thinking i was the sober one driving everyone home. little did she know i was more fucked up than everyone else. amazing cullen told me last night that he broke up with me for his ex and it gets better, he only was with me for the sex. fucking ( Read more... )

I'M SO LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DRANK A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY MYSELF AND NOW I'M THROWING PITTY PARTY FOR MYSELF AMAZINGLY LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have come to the conclusiont hat i don't like being alone or the idea of being alone for that matter. i'm lame and i have drank an entire of bottle of wine by myself...i'm awesome. but seriously i think i'mtdrinking cause i feel alone even though my roomie is drinking with me fuck

so, i'm moving tomorrow, i officially started paying rent as of today and I will not sleep in a house with my parents anymore, oh yeah, and no animals in my house, weird.

i'm really nervous and really excited all at the same time. we'll have to celebrate

i never seem to have good titles for my journal entries so whatever. i'm sure no one really cares. The reality is i'm writing which is good for something. i'm really not feeling well, it really really sucks. i was feeling so much better and totally took it easy last night and everything but i still feel awful. i no longer have a sore throat- ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted and so disappointed in humanity. why don't we have manners anymore? and why are we so rude to eachother, and why every time you think you've met a ddecent person, male or female, they've got something terribly wrong with them, like they cheat on their significant other who is in love with them? GOSH!!

Prom was amazing! i had such a good time. i never felt stressed which was awesome. sometimes people spend too much time stressing about stupid stuff rather than just enjoying the moment. it was fabulous, like a movie almost, it was definitely picture perfect. i loved it. i seriously had the best date ever!! Eric was sooo much fun we basically ( Read more... )