so, it's days like today that make me realize what i really have been doing to and with my life.
and that is absolutely and totally nothing.
its also made me realize that me and keith really do have a rock hard relationship, pretty much nothing can break it.

i miss ud.
i wanna sit out in the courtyard all night and drink and smoke.
i want to become better friends with the people i've met.

What happened this time, you ask?
Well, long story short: Keith's uncle hit his aunt. They're getting a divorce, and his aunt and two kids (which are actually his nephews) moved in, and there's like nine people living in our house. It's pretty crazy. I feel like dinner time is like Keith's mom is a tiger that just killed a gazelle for food, and we ( Read more... )

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hi, i have tonsilitis, going on bronchitis. yayyyyy.
sike.

I've been pretty content with life as of late. i'm doing a lot of stuff all the time, but i don't feel overwhelmed. i'm just going with the days. i'm having a little fun, i'm hanging out. i'm pretty carefree at the moment. 
and when people have really shitty things going on in their lives, it makes me so grateful. for what i do have, and what i say ( Read more... )

so, i'm an asshole.

uh oh

oh, i miss my friends so much.

:(

So, I feel like the universe was somehow looking out for me today.
:)