T&T fanfic "Reconsidering"
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Title: "Reconsidering"
Rating: PG
Pair: Hideaki Takizawa & Tsubasa Imai
Genre: Comfort/Hurt
Summary: Tsubasa finally gives the answer Tackey always wanted to hear.
“Don’t feel ignored,” Tsubasa said softly as he gently stroked Hideaki’s cheek before him. “You have no right to feel this way.” His fingertips lazily traveled down the others jaw, before moving up to touch his lips and then resting them in place.
Both men were lying on their sides facing each other in bed. Their limbs were entangled slightly and there worn out faces close to each other. There were no lights but only the moonlight peaking behind the curtains. It was dark, but there was enough light to see each other’s faces.
Hideaki puckered his lips against Tsubasa’s slender fingers, creating a gentle kiss. He smiled a little and made sure his eye contact with Tsubasa never broke.
“I do have a right.” Hideaki replied back.
“We’ve been doing a lot of unit activities lately and you still feel that I’m ignoring you?” Tsubasa was not hurt, not offended, he was more amused than anything. His partner was more needy when they were together, surprisingly.
“A lot, but we never get to be alone…like this.” Hideaki gradually ran his hand down one of Tsubasa’s legs that was comfortably resting around his waist.
“Hmmm, I know.” Tsubasa sighed trying to ignore Hideaki’s hand.
“I can’t wait…” Hideaki suddenly whispered.
Tsubasa’s cocked an eyebrow. “You’re so needy Hide-kun. Two weeks without it and you melt. Very cute.” There was a hint of warmth and sarcasm mixed in his voice. He began to play with his partner’s hair.
Hideaki blinked in confusion several times and then laughed. “I was trying to say that I couldn’t wait till we’re old, so we could run off on an island somewhere, Mr. dirty mind.” He poked his friend on the nose.
Tsubasa smirked. “Oh really?”
“Tsubasa, I can’t wait till the day that we don’t have to hide and I can kiss you whenever I want.” Before Tsubasa could even reply, with predator like instincts, Hideaki moved forward and captured Tsubasa’s lips into his own. Tsubasa immediately responded to the kiss. After a few seconds of the passionate lip lock, they pulled away. There was a hint of melancholy in their eyes as they stared at each other for a while. Tsubasa finally looked away.
“You’ve been saying that for years Hide-kun. Running away. When is that day going to come?”
Silence came between them. There were no words. Hideaki’s arms were slightly still draped around Tsubasa and vice versa. Soon the city sounds were occupying the silence between the two musicians.
Tsubasa began to hope he did not hurt Hideaki’s feelings by asking that question.
“That day can only come, when you, Tsubasa, finally agree to come with me.” Hideaki finally said firmly.
Tsubasa looked at him surprised at how serious he was. He was speechless. He usually responded to Hideaki’s declarations of running off together by saying, “I love you”, “let’s not talk nonsense”, or simply by initiating sex. Tsubasa shifted a little and slowly began to release himself from Hideaki’s embrace. Once he accomplished that, he sat up and found his way to edge of his bed. He could feel Hideaki’s eyes on him.
“I’m always afraid to answer you properly.” Tsubasa admitted hesitantly. “I’m scared that we’ll regret it.”
“Don’t be.”
“It’s not easy”
“…..”
“Life isn’t easy in general though.” Tsubasa stood up and walked towards the window. He could hear Hideaki sit up.
“You’re more nervous about this than usual.” Hideaki sounded a little worried.
Tsubasa ran a hand through his newly curled hair. “Because…I think…Hide-kun…I think I might consider your offer, finally.” His lips stretched into a grin. Tsubasa took a deep breath and turned around as of it was the most courageous thing he’s ever done. “Hide-kun I would…like to run away with you.”
“Tsu…” He was shocked.
“…And love you forever, you idiot.”
Title: "Reconsidering"
Rating: PG
Pair: Hideaki Takizawa & Tsubasa Imai
Genre: Comfort/Hurt
Summary: Tsubasa finally gives the answer Tackey always wanted to hear.
“Don’t feel ignored,” Tsubasa said softly as he gently stroked Hideaki’s cheek before him. “You have no right to feel this way.” His fingertips lazily traveled down the others jaw, before moving up to touch his lips and then resting them in place.
Both men were lying on their sides facing each other in bed. Their limbs were entangled slightly and there worn out faces close to each other. There were no lights but only the moonlight peaking behind the curtains. It was dark, but there was enough light to see each other’s faces.
Hideaki puckered his lips against Tsubasa’s slender fingers, creating a gentle kiss. He smiled a little and made sure his eye contact with Tsubasa never broke.
“I do have a right.” Hideaki replied back.
“We’ve been doing a lot of unit activities lately and you still feel that I’m ignoring you?” Tsubasa was not hurt, not offended, he was more amused than anything. His partner was more needy when they were together, surprisingly.
“A lot, but we never get to be alone…like this.” Hideaki gradually ran his hand down one of Tsubasa’s legs that was comfortably resting around his waist.
“Hmmm, I know.” Tsubasa sighed trying to ignore Hideaki’s hand.
“I can’t wait…” Hideaki suddenly whispered.
Tsubasa’s cocked an eyebrow. “You’re so needy Hide-kun. Two weeks without it and you melt. Very cute.” There was a hint of warmth and sarcasm mixed in his voice. He began to play with his partner’s hair.
Hideaki blinked in confusion several times and then laughed. “I was trying to say that I couldn’t wait till we’re old, so we could run off on an island somewhere, Mr. dirty mind.” He poked his friend on the nose.
Tsubasa smirked. “Oh really?”
“Tsubasa, I can’t wait till the day that we don’t have to hide and I can kiss you whenever I want.” Before Tsubasa could even reply, with predator like instincts, Hideaki moved forward and captured Tsubasa’s lips into his own. Tsubasa immediately responded to the kiss. After a few seconds of the passionate lip lock, they pulled away. There was a hint of melancholy in their eyes as they stared at each other for a while. Tsubasa finally looked away.
“You’ve been saying that for years Hide-kun. Running away. When is that day going to come?”
Silence came between them. There were no words. Hideaki’s arms were slightly still draped around Tsubasa and vice versa. Soon the city sounds were occupying the silence between the two musicians.
Tsubasa began to hope he did not hurt Hideaki’s feelings by asking that question.
“That day can only come, when you, Tsubasa, finally agree to come with me.” Hideaki finally said firmly.
Tsubasa looked at him surprised at how serious he was. He was speechless. He usually responded to Hideaki’s declarations of running off together by saying, “I love you”, “let’s not talk nonsense”, or simply by initiating sex. Tsubasa shifted a little and slowly began to release himself from Hideaki’s embrace. Once he accomplished that, he sat up and found his way to edge of his bed. He could feel Hideaki’s eyes on him.
“I’m always afraid to answer you properly.” Tsubasa admitted hesitantly. “I’m scared that we’ll regret it.”
“Don’t be.”
“It’s not easy”
“…..”
“Life isn’t easy in general though.” Tsubasa stood up and walked towards the window. He could hear Hideaki sit up.
“You’re more nervous about this than usual.” Hideaki sounded a little worried.
Tsubasa ran a hand through his newly curled hair. “Because…I think…Hide-kun…I think I might consider your offer, finally.” His lips stretched into a grin. Tsubasa took a deep breath and turned around as of it was the most courageous thing he’s ever done. “Hide-kun I would…like to run away with you.”
“Tsu…” He was shocked.
“…And love you forever, you idiot.”