poopity poop poop.

[tackula]

Ever since last week I feel like I belong to the crankiest of the cranky. I wake up annoyed at myself for being so cranky, but unfortunately I soon discover that you can't make yourself go away. Millions of things crawl around inside of my brain like lice, finding a spot to focus on and making me more insane

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[lekker]

awww, 'lee, i feel ya...trouble with making your own decisions is having to be responsible for their outcomes and sometimes those are the suckers of life. the other day i was sittin on the pot, ponderin', as i often do when relieving myself, and i thought, man, i really am selfish, i mean why in the hell didn't i wait until i had my shit more together to come to germany? poor paddy's in the throes of "just graduated and yet to be recognized (by employers that is) for all the hard work" blues and in addition he's got to deal with my situation (ie visa troubles, no money, etc.). but then i remembered that it would've been difficult, if impossible, for me to get my shit together there in the desert and though i have your normal "foreigner" problems here, they're really cake comparatively, but hey, i'm used to this shit, and paddy, well, damn if that guy just aint the sweetest, fuckin man, who incidently is madly in love with me, he is adament in his conviction that without me here his life would've been much, much harder not easier.

[butcherbaby]

damn, that's a good quote. i'm writing that one down. i love his writing anyway.

man o man

[tackula]

Totes. I finally pulled my head out of my ass today. It's so nice knowing people like you are alive, even if you are on the other side of the planet.

[butcherbaby]

i don't even think they taught me how to balance a checkbook in school, let alone make a budget or any of that shit. but i HAD to take foreign language! and PE! and economics! (a foreign language in itself)
shouldn't school prepare you at least a little bit for life?

erg.

[tackula]

no shit.