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Sep 11, 2009 16:16

This is horrible. I've never felt this bad in my entire life. It's okay when I'm with people or driving or doing something, but when I come back to this room I feel so so sad and alone and awful. I'm nauseous and I've thrown up several times. All I want to do is sleep or call my family or go home. But I can't go home. I don't want to be here. I am ( Read more... )

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fencergirl September 11 2009, 22:33:25 UTC
When I first moved for grad school, I was incredibly depressed and miserable and actually cried for two hours when I unlocked the door to my new apartment. I felt so miserably alone. Eventually I got through things by treating it as a really bizarre vacation where I had to attend classes, but could "sightsee" during other times.

Things will get better. Get out to coffeeshops to read, take people up when they offer social opportunities, and eventually you'll have a routine and stability for yourself. I promise. :)

I'm also around for general bitching and more specific grad school, "help I'm so far from home!", or regional advice. :o)

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