Sometimes, we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever happens, happens".

I'm nice to you, I could make it through
That you're already somebody's baby
I could make you smile if you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me baby

So since i am enrolled in school and got all my classes and junk, i've realized that i have a shitload of money left over in grants and scholarships that i don't ever need to pay back and can do whatever i want with. Maybe i'll treat myself to a 5-day cruise or a road trip across country or a brand new car. SO MANY OPTIONS!

I got my orientation and registration done at long beach today.

Monday/Wednesday
Kinesiology Karate: 11:00am-11:50am
CRJU 101: 12:30pm-1:45pm
Sociology 100: 2:00pm-3:15pm

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I also have a list of 10 things i want to do this summer. I'm determined to get them all done one way or another. I didn't mean for that to rhyme either. Or that.

Am i lucky for i have never felt heartbreak or naive for believing it won't touch me? I'm going to stop looking for things i know i will find, it only leads to bloody knuckles.


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I sometimes really hate how i have no friends. Like, a lot. But even though my 4th of JU-LIEZ was okayy thanks to carlos, it's not how i wanted it to be. Oh well.

However, how rad would it be if i got this for my birthday?

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So i just got a new bike!

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I decided i'm going to write more in this thing. Make it actually live and write things i'm actually feeling. Starting now: i just woke up and i have work in 20 mins, greatttt. I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING ALL DAY.

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first.
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes.
But I know that waiting is all you can do sometimes.