The sun actually woke me up, and I love that. Gives me a feeling I actually wake up because I want to, and not because of some annoying piece of shit called a radio ( Read more... )

i wish i could just die for a few days
just disappear
escape life and reality
be somewhere else

somewhere i can find you, happy

Could someone please tell me, for fucks sake, why i can't live the dream, why?
I hate the guy i am, i was and are to become. Fuck me.
I thought i had something...

Now i just doubt, very much
and it hurts

Wish i could change places with someone right now...

My heart is filled with something i can't lose to the person i want it to lose to.

f r u s t r a t i o n

De vlinders zijn weer wakker!
En met hun mijn levenslust!

Ik heb het gevoel dat ik alles aankan, behalve school ;), kommaarop!

p a i n

h u r t
r e g r e t
f o o l

i hate me for being such a fuck
i hate me for being so ignorant...

i'm sorry | i was so wrong

i wish i could change it

Never thought my life would turn out like this. I feel odd, unsure and so sick :( really ( Read more... )

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