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Title: a life on the internet
Rating: 18 cause it could get dirty
Pairing: bit of everything but mostly involving Ed
Summary: What the webisodes really meen and what we don't see
Authors notes: this really sucks i know (and i haven't even written it yet but i know).
*Dans POV*
He was sucking his fucking dick! Why would he do that? Why does he like him more than me? Why won't he like me? Why the fuck would i even want him to like me? Whats so special about Ed fucking Minton? Why so many questions?
I'm not even sure where i have run to. I know i left the studio and was thinking of running to the hotel but everything is just running through my head at 100 miles an hour. I guess i took a wrong turn somewhere but do i really want to go back there? Do i want to face them and will they want to face me?
I guess i have to go back eventually but for now im going to walk about a bit, calm down and get my head together.
Its starting to get dark now, i wish i had picked up a damn jacket now its freezing. Why is America so hot during the day but cold at night?
The image of Ed at Alexs knees and Alex's face as he came still flash through my mind. It burns a bit inside to see it but why? Its not like im jealous or anything! Ok so maybe i am a little bit. This is so confusing. Why can't life be easy? Why can't it just be you like someone or you don't. None of this confusing shit that fucks with your head.
So cold now my head and throat are killing me. I really need to make my way back to the hotel or something. Hopefully Ed and Alex have gone to a pub or something. Do they even have pubs in america?
I found my way back and thankfully no one else is here. I've taken Eds room its not like he is going to use it he'll want to stay with Alex. Im going to call Teddy, see what he thinks.
The phones ringing for ages. Come on Teddy pick up will you! "Uh who is it? Its the middle of the night!" Teddy groaned. I must have just woken him up. "Ed sucked off Alex" i blurt out covering my mouth with my hands almost dropping the phone. A sigh comes from the other end of the line "and let me guess you've finaly realised your as gay as gay can be, and that your are crazy over Ed". Why is my brother so smart? "Tedd what do i do?" "Simple do what i did and ask him out" he says simply. "Who did you ask out?" "Ali" "your Gay?" "Nooooooooo Ali's really a transgender from Transelvania" Sarcasm Much. "Stop Watching Rocky Horror" "no" "I can't ask him out hes with Alex" "you sure it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing?" "No" "well then talk to him!" "No" "why not Dan?" "I don't want to see him! I can't go back to them" i choke up again. "I saw everything they didn't even notice me standing there! I just stood there and when they noticed i just ran away i got lost and it was cold and now my throat hurts and i have a headache and i wanna go home, i want a hug" i cry. It was allways easy talking to Teddy he was an awesome big brother. " Shhhh Shhh Dandy calm down shhhh" he makes soothing noise and i feel calmer. "Its okay baby bro! Are you back at the hotel now?" I hiccup a yes "good now i want you to get into your bed and get under the covers to warm up" he says and i do, climbing into the comfy bed. "Now you know you can't come home you have to finish recording so that meens facing Ed and Alex but im sure you'll be fine ok? but as soon as you land in england you will get your hug i promise but for now i want you to go to sleep and in the morning you have to go back to the studio and act as if nothing happened and when your done for the day talk to Ed and then call me! You got that? As soon as you get back" " Okay Teddy, GoodNight i love you big bro" i sigh sleepily "Night munchkin love you to" he says then hangs up and i drift off to sleep. Tommorows going to be along day.
*Ed's POV*
"Where is he? What the fuck where we thinking of? He could be anywhere! If he gets hurt or lost Teddy is going to kill us" Alex screams, pacing up and down the corridor of the studio.
Litrally as soon as Alex shuts up Dan comes marching in "WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN" we yell in unison. Dan looked up eyes sad but trying to hide it "Doctors my throats infected cause it was cold last night" he says simply "but the single arts arrived". He holds up a folder with bits of paper sticking out.
We all climb on the sofa and flick through each picture. They all either make us look like Il Divo or where not all in it. "What do you think of this one Mavis" i ask nudging Alex who pokes me back in retaliation. Dan flinches and moves away, maybe we shouldn't be so touchy feely around him.
We gave the manager a ring to tell him what we thought and Alex came up with this crazily awesome idea of having Scratch 'n Sniff photos of our head and feet, i don't think Gary went fo it.
Today isn't the busiest recording day i've just got some acoustic to do but the rest were lounging on the sofa. Dan is drinking something for is throat he says smells,tastes and looks like piss. Not nice, but how does he know what piss taste like?
We have decided to give Dan some time to himself and go get our pubes shaved. No reason why its just an interesting life experience i suppose, got to try everything once. Alex got his chest done to, that must have hurt.
Back in the hotel after a long day, the three of us are lounging in our room. Dan sits up "Guys can i talk to you? About last night" he asks awkwardly. Alex sighs and sits up one his bed "what do you want to ask?" Dan moves his finger in circles on the carpet "Are you together now? Or what?" he asks not looking up. I look at Alex and he looks back a silent conversation "i supose" i reply a twinkle in Alex eyes gets brighter and any twinkle in Dans just died. "Kay" he says simply and gets up and leaves the room. "Do you think hes okay?" Alex asks.
*Dans POV*
RINGRINGRINGRING "Hello?" "Tedd There together! He doesn't want me" "Oh im sorry Dan but atleast you tried? don't give up ok" he says. "I don't wanna be here anymore" i cry holding the phone like a lifeline "look Dan you know you can't come home and you know i can't come over there i have to finish my course work. How about i send Ali over yeah? He can keep you company and away from the others okay?" I think it over abit, maybe it won't be so bad to have Ali around i can distract myself by annoying him about dating my brother, that wouldn't be so bad. "okay i suppose" "good when were done over here he will travel over there when Ed goes back okay?" "kay" "now goodnight Daniel you really need to figure out thoose time diffrences" "night 'Edward' okay 'Edward'" i say and hang up.
Rating: 18 cause it could get dirty
Pairing: bit of everything but mostly involving Ed
Summary: What the webisodes really meen and what we don't see
Authors notes: this really sucks i know (and i haven't even written it yet but i know).
*Dans POV*
He was sucking his fucking dick! Why would he do that? Why does he like him more than me? Why won't he like me? Why the fuck would i even want him to like me? Whats so special about Ed fucking Minton? Why so many questions?
I'm not even sure where i have run to. I know i left the studio and was thinking of running to the hotel but everything is just running through my head at 100 miles an hour. I guess i took a wrong turn somewhere but do i really want to go back there? Do i want to face them and will they want to face me?
I guess i have to go back eventually but for now im going to walk about a bit, calm down and get my head together.
Its starting to get dark now, i wish i had picked up a damn jacket now its freezing. Why is America so hot during the day but cold at night?
The image of Ed at Alexs knees and Alex's face as he came still flash through my mind. It burns a bit inside to see it but why? Its not like im jealous or anything! Ok so maybe i am a little bit. This is so confusing. Why can't life be easy? Why can't it just be you like someone or you don't. None of this confusing shit that fucks with your head.
So cold now my head and throat are killing me. I really need to make my way back to the hotel or something. Hopefully Ed and Alex have gone to a pub or something. Do they even have pubs in america?
I found my way back and thankfully no one else is here. I've taken Eds room its not like he is going to use it he'll want to stay with Alex. Im going to call Teddy, see what he thinks.
The phones ringing for ages. Come on Teddy pick up will you! "Uh who is it? Its the middle of the night!" Teddy groaned. I must have just woken him up. "Ed sucked off Alex" i blurt out covering my mouth with my hands almost dropping the phone. A sigh comes from the other end of the line "and let me guess you've finaly realised your as gay as gay can be, and that your are crazy over Ed". Why is my brother so smart? "Tedd what do i do?" "Simple do what i did and ask him out" he says simply. "Who did you ask out?" "Ali" "your Gay?" "Nooooooooo Ali's really a transgender from Transelvania" Sarcasm Much. "Stop Watching Rocky Horror" "no" "I can't ask him out hes with Alex" "you sure it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing?" "No" "well then talk to him!" "No" "why not Dan?" "I don't want to see him! I can't go back to them" i choke up again. "I saw everything they didn't even notice me standing there! I just stood there and when they noticed i just ran away i got lost and it was cold and now my throat hurts and i have a headache and i wanna go home, i want a hug" i cry. It was allways easy talking to Teddy he was an awesome big brother. " Shhhh Shhh Dandy calm down shhhh" he makes soothing noise and i feel calmer. "Its okay baby bro! Are you back at the hotel now?" I hiccup a yes "good now i want you to get into your bed and get under the covers to warm up" he says and i do, climbing into the comfy bed. "Now you know you can't come home you have to finish recording so that meens facing Ed and Alex but im sure you'll be fine ok? but as soon as you land in england you will get your hug i promise but for now i want you to go to sleep and in the morning you have to go back to the studio and act as if nothing happened and when your done for the day talk to Ed and then call me! You got that? As soon as you get back" " Okay Teddy, GoodNight i love you big bro" i sigh sleepily "Night munchkin love you to" he says then hangs up and i drift off to sleep. Tommorows going to be along day.
*Ed's POV*
"Where is he? What the fuck where we thinking of? He could be anywhere! If he gets hurt or lost Teddy is going to kill us" Alex screams, pacing up and down the corridor of the studio.
Litrally as soon as Alex shuts up Dan comes marching in "WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN" we yell in unison. Dan looked up eyes sad but trying to hide it "Doctors my throats infected cause it was cold last night" he says simply "but the single arts arrived". He holds up a folder with bits of paper sticking out.
We all climb on the sofa and flick through each picture. They all either make us look like Il Divo or where not all in it. "What do you think of this one Mavis" i ask nudging Alex who pokes me back in retaliation. Dan flinches and moves away, maybe we shouldn't be so touchy feely around him.
We gave the manager a ring to tell him what we thought and Alex came up with this crazily awesome idea of having Scratch 'n Sniff photos of our head and feet, i don't think Gary went fo it.
Today isn't the busiest recording day i've just got some acoustic to do but the rest were lounging on the sofa. Dan is drinking something for is throat he says smells,tastes and looks like piss. Not nice, but how does he know what piss taste like?
We have decided to give Dan some time to himself and go get our pubes shaved. No reason why its just an interesting life experience i suppose, got to try everything once. Alex got his chest done to, that must have hurt.
Back in the hotel after a long day, the three of us are lounging in our room. Dan sits up "Guys can i talk to you? About last night" he asks awkwardly. Alex sighs and sits up one his bed "what do you want to ask?" Dan moves his finger in circles on the carpet "Are you together now? Or what?" he asks not looking up. I look at Alex and he looks back a silent conversation "i supose" i reply a twinkle in Alex eyes gets brighter and any twinkle in Dans just died. "Kay" he says simply and gets up and leaves the room. "Do you think hes okay?" Alex asks.
*Dans POV*
RINGRINGRINGRING "Hello?" "Tedd There together! He doesn't want me" "Oh im sorry Dan but atleast you tried? don't give up ok" he says. "I don't wanna be here anymore" i cry holding the phone like a lifeline "look Dan you know you can't come home and you know i can't come over there i have to finish my course work. How about i send Ali over yeah? He can keep you company and away from the others okay?" I think it over abit, maybe it won't be so bad to have Ali around i can distract myself by annoying him about dating my brother, that wouldn't be so bad. "okay i suppose" "good when were done over here he will travel over there when Ed goes back okay?" "kay" "now goodnight Daniel you really need to figure out thoose time diffrences" "night 'Edward' okay 'Edward'" i say and hang up.