I needed today. I spent it with my friend Jon, who I haven't seen for almost a year. He's been overseas in Europe on a full scholarship to Oxford University, and when he wasn't in school he was traveling around. We've kept in touch by e-mail, but we haven't even talked on the phone since my birthday. It was great to finally see him again. - smiles ( Read more... )

. . and I wonder someday if you'll listen. Not to me but to the truth that is at the <3 of you. My friend Marcus has a quote on his away message. It says: Listen to your heart, for it knows the truth. If it were so right you wouldn't be so conflicted. Can't you see your trying to convince yourself. .?

Just like the games with [[[ you and me ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about two very strange events. Their just. . weird to me. And I realize they shouldn't irk me. . but they do. Okay. . the first one happened yesterday. It was right after my Grandma's funeral. My entire family and all of our friends went back to her house when it was over. I had changed into a simple silk sleeveless shirt, shorts ( Read more... )

Justin gave me this song tonight. - smiles weakly - Anyway. . I've been meaning to follow his advice. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. . for quite awhile, actually. It was just difficult to execute. I truly believe that it had to be done. I just don't know if I believe it'll work out, the way he thinks it will. I guess, as all things in ( Read more... )

The silence thickens and it's almost deafening..

Maybe sometimes silence is the only way for someone to hear you. .

Nate made several great points today. . not just in his LJ but in a chat as well. Here's a random question to any and all who still read my journal. Is anyone else tired of being miserable? I am. I always tell others how nothing can change unless they themselves change it. It's time to apply that to myself. I don't have to be miserable. I chose to ( Read more... )

- - This was supposed to be an entry at about 3 AM this morning, but my LiveJournal was in Read Only Mode for most of the day. . - -

Imagine if I said I sometimes -- n e e d -- you
I -- n e e d -- you to this day.
Imagine if I said I sometimes [[ hear you ]] call my n.a.m.e.
Imagine if I said I still could love you.
Imagine what you'd . . . say ( Read more... )

::-:: I have g - i - v - e - n, ::-::
::-:: I have g - i - v - e - n, ::-::
::-:: And got n o n e ::-::
::-:: Still I'm driven ::-::
::-:: By something I can't e.x.p.l.a.i.n ::-::
::-:: It's not a cross I -- bear -- ::-::
::-:: It's a choice I make ::-::
::-:: I cannot help but hear your voice ::-::
::-:: I will [ hold you ] up::-:: I will help you ( Read more... )

I'm still at Kate's. - uses her computer which has a faster connection then my laptop. bitch - Lmfao. She's singing "Without Me" and doing this 'Eminem Dance' around the living room. I so need pictures of this girl to show you guys. She is literally, The Girl Eminem. It's hilarious. Okay, for example. Right now she is wearing baggy red pants that ( Read more... )