i only come here when i feel passionate.

[tainted_notions]

i hate the way my mother says she'll do something for me, or help me do something, and then she finds something better to do and completely way-lays the fact that she told me she would do it

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[siriuslydlucius]

Yeah, I think I know what you mean. I can tap into the whole, "We're not grown up, we're still middleschoolers," sometimes, simply because I am a little afraid of having to be an adult soon... But sometimes I just feel so tired of the immaturity around me. I think you and I have always been a little older than our classmates, and that's why we've always been a little distanced.

I don't think you've failed the life test, I just think you're going about taking it in a different way.

[tainted_notions]

i know sometimes i can act childish, and it's for the same reason. i don't really want to grow up. i can't even take in the fact that i'm 17 and not 16. i have to keep reminding myself. i just watch the people at our school though, and i think to myself "what the fuck?" i can't tell if it bothers me that i'm distanced or not. but i don't think it really does, and only because i wasn't really ever that close to them to begin with. i do agree with you that we've always been distance and i know it's because we've matured quicker. i think it's because of the books we read and the people we've chosen to be around.