Tonight, I break.

[tainted_paradox]

I'm ready to go, I can say goodbye now. I wasn't expecting for you to die away this fast. I was making plans to hurt for a very long time. I feel torn, I imagine I've also died a little tonight

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[rainbowshirt]

:(.. i send you warmth with my satellite mind hun.

Tonight, I break.

[tainted_paradox]

That would of been awesome.

[whiskeyandbible]

I've read over your journal. You've come a long way. You should be proud of yourself. There is a book I think you may like. It's called Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami. Read it. I think some of the writing will help you as you continue your road to freedom.

his website: http://www.randomhouse.com/features/murakami/site.php?id=

[xxsilverangel]

I send you a lot of cyber hugs

your grandmother, I am sure, would want you to look forward and have fun. And I do not know the time zone you're in but I hope will/did.

[quickjam]

Hope the dinner was all right!

None of my grandparents have died and we don't have Thanksgiving but, we used to celebrate Christmas at my grandparent's house. I loved it! My grandmother would even cook me mashed potatoes 'cause I prefer it, ha ha! However, my grandmother doesn't really like hosting. So, we've had Christmas at my house (I also went to my boyfriend's house for one Christmas), which just doesn't feel the same.

I like it 'cause it's with family but, the atmosphere is different. There's more tention in the air for some reason, I think it's 'cause my grandmother has become pretty fussy as she's aged. =P Particularly 'cause my mother is hosting and they don't exactly get along.