feeling a bit bummed
decided to make a small update.

i fucking HATE highschool drama

one more year to go.

i think i need to find something to keep my mind off some things/ some people.
more specificaly, two people. two things.

it sucks to know that someone i care for actually hates me.
not only did he say he hated me , but he said it with such passion that it scared me.
i think my 15 year old bro dosent really hate me to THAT extent, 
but at the same time, i knew he felt some resent towards me, i just didnt know it was that bad...

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lmao i love going to my dads best friends house. hes such a drunken motherfucker. he gives everyone thats older than 13 drinks if you ask him to. in my case i didnt even have to ask. thank god my dad wasnt there.
-watched jenny get her stiches
-had a couple glasses of grey goose, then something that i didnt even know what it was
-slept over
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i think i have finaly figured out how to get over things easily.

the secret is:
not caring =]

thank you very much

let the sun shine in =)

wrote it for english, ended up liking it. im not too poetic so bear with me.

i am a liar
i am a bitch
i am all that you want from me.
i am self centerd
i am selfish
i am the self disgust you see in your reflection
i will go down
i will find pain
i will break the trust you have in yourself.
and in the end, i will win.
in the end, ill remind you
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given up completely

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today was a good day.

woke up at 12
went caros house like at 6
its her birfday
hung out with her and allyn
had some rumrunners cuz she bought like 2 bottles
went to see 23 (weird as fuck but good)
laughed like an idiot cuz allyn wouldnt shut up
got home at one.

tis me and mah biffle carolina the beautiful

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