life

[taintedguilt]

googlehexenblahdittymunchenconfounditargh I am so pissed off and I can't take it anymore nothing is working out like it should, I feel like I lost control of myself and im watching things happen that I wish I could stop yet nothing I can do can change what is happening. I hate this! Everytime I try to fix things it just gets that much worse.

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[unhealedpain]

I miss you more than anything in the world
I wish you would have just stayed home, then everything would be okay.
I wish we could just lay together and look at the stars, you could poor your heart out to me.
I really hope you're okay.

-love always-
your rockstar

[taintedguilt]

thank you at least you are there to help me out it makes me feel better just to see that you left a post. I cant stand being away from you so long, it hurts inside. The gang is dead now I miss your beamer it reminds me of when I had a fun life I miss myself and everything I used to be I dont know what I am or what I was anymore.

[unhealedpain]

<3. I know who you are you're my nate.

[shadowedmind18]

newman....you know that we're here for you...calm down, take a few deeeeep breaths, and then, if need be, slap yourself and pretend it was me doing it for you. You've saved me enough times, and I can't let you go down now...we all miss you bro...