i'm so lost and confused

Yeah so..

This hurricane sucks.

The windows in my room busted in. My mom's walls are caving in. Not to mention the roof is leaking. GREEEAT.

I'm praying there's no school Tuesday. I don't think there should be. I'm sick of school already. :)

OH MY GOD

ive never wanted to die more than now..i honestly dont want to be here and deal with anything else anymore

jdkfjskurtioweutiokggkjkgjoitjhgiojrioutoireutk;jlfr39u94uirr         im gonna scream my lungs out in 2 seconds

Another hurricane day tomorrow...which is awesome.I didn't want to take any tests anyways.

I'm so frustrated..I feel like I'm stuck and I can't move or do anything anymore. It's weird.

Have a fun 4-day long weekend ya'll.

So school sucked as usual. Isn't that a surprise..not. I hate algebra and it sucks ( Read more... )

So this is life. I cried all during math and chemistry today. I wrote 3 pages of crap to try to feel better. I won't give it to him. I try to forget. I really do..but why does my past with him still haunt me EVERY DAY! I wish someone could come and erase the memories that I can't get out of my head..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I don't know why...but I think there's something wrong. I keep dreaming about things I shouldn't. It was over months ago..why am I constantly being reminded about him? It's horrible..I can't get my mind off of it most of the time. I HATE IT! You can't do anything about someone that hates you and I can't stand it. WHY WHY WHY does it have to be this ( Read more... )

What Would You do if ( Read more... )

So much is going on in my head right now! I don't understand why Josh told me all that stuff just to make me feel better, then he decided to break up? I don't understand how from Friday till Sunday I've been broken up with, asked back out, taken a break, then broken up with. I've realized..YOU CAN'T CHANGE GUYS! And you can't make a guy ready for a ( Read more... )