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[taintedinblack]

Alright so i thought that i was in a good mood until about 40 seconds ago. It's funny to see how easily i have been replaced. It's not like i have a fucking say in this, why should I? It's not like i mean anything anymore. I'm glad to see that friendships mean more to me than they do to other people. As long as your happy then keep doing what your

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[ughhhh_idiot]

You haven't been replaced. I'm sorry that you feel this way but honestly you haven't. And of course you are still one of my best friends, and I will be there for you. Kirsten and me have gotten really close, I'm sorry you feel like you've been ditched but really you haven't. I wouldn't do that to you. We can all hang out when she gets back and we'll all be friends. I promise. I would never do this to you. And I guess you thought that I did. So I'm sorry. I hope that you except this apology, if not well I tried. I'm sorry again.

Here's goes everything...

[taintedinblack]

Im sorry for being a hanousragingjealous bitch. After i wrote that i felt badly and like i was out of line. Alright i don't know if this is something i should be putting in a journal but i dont really care right now. It just sucks that you can show sooooo much emotion for someone you havn't met in person. It's hard to explain so im just going to use an example. Alright we sign yearbooks and evrything and i was looking forward to writing in yours and reading what you wrote in mine. SO i write what i hope is something to make you inderstand/to let you know how much you mean to me (as in friend duhhh) it's weird because i feel like i can actually trust you with things and pretty much things that would ruin me if people found out and i hoped that you would atleast write something meaningful or something that i can re-read when i feel like shit and i wanna just die. You just wrote about boys and then in the end you said something along the lines of well have a good summer and dont forget my numer. Karlee Allar. I know that i am reading way

[greenpeacenik]

Wow.

Sounds like one interesting day and a half. Mmm.

I'm really hoping your aren't mad at me or anything?? I don't want that. God, I really don't want that. I still have the birthday card you gave me-it makes me smile endlessly. Wow.

<3 ?

[taintedinblack]

Dont worry i dont hate you, its not like we have even talked since well pretty much the whole summer and i really dont have any reason to hate you, honestly.

Loveduhh
.SAmmI.

[meanmr_mustard7]

um. call me. ill be bored and im sure of it.
we will have oc fest.
judging by the mood. SERIOUSLY OC FEST.
this is what i do.
i get intoamoodlikethis i watch the oc.
its therapy.
like non other.
plus. i havnt seen you since....foreveralready.

[taintedinblack]

omg it was soo weird i hadn't read this and when my plans fell through i was like well i want to see if racheal can do somehting....man i swear we have some form of esp...HAh our OC fest turned into walking by the mall, getting stalked and trying to get persuaded to into spencers, getting ice cream, seeing the mall whore, watching 3 episodes of the OC and then OMG the video and the answer!!!! ahh i think i've found a candidate to use it on!AND omg it's a new one...like last night new....ahhi cant wait to explain. Alright so OC fest is still happening we will just have to make sure that we start at like 9 in the morning and there are no interuptions...ie jake rubbing random body parts and sweaty shirts on your face....

LOVe
sammi

duhh....

[stpthspaintonit]

I ♥ you....

Re: duhh....

[taintedinblack]

i bet i heart you more.....

Re: duhh....

[stpthspaintonit]

i dont think thats possible.

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[taintedinblack]

Wanna bet??.....

[a_curious_tango]

Sammie I heart you!!!!

[taintedinblack]

Awww i missssss you! We need to see each other. asap....

Like now.