omg. someone scared me today so badly. i mean, like no one could understand how badly i was scared for a whole period. thank god its not true. THAT BASTARD. im going to KILL HIM. that is the last straw ( Read more... )

i got a tres kick-ass pink floyd shirt today...im in LLOOOOVVVEEEE ( Read more... )

what i would give to be in europe right now. just to be speaking another language.it may sound crazy but i am so sick of speaking english. ok so the only places i could really go are england, ireland, or swtizerland. i dont even know enough gaelic though. but i do know enough french and german combined to go to switzerland. oh well. i shall keep ( Read more... )

i will say any word. the worst cuss word you could ever imagine. well ok not like mean words about people like racist things and such, but the word that i am mainly talking about is the h-word. no not ho ( Read more... )

its the 10th anniversary of kurt cobain's death, as everyone knows. or i made everyone know.

and america mourns.

~always love,~
the eternal optimist

lalalalalas. wanting to watch the little mermaid sooooo badly, but i know i have to work on my science project, which is what i should be doing now. maryam bring me some cds on monday so i can burn you those that you wanted me too. i got a really kick ass dress today for whenever we go to chez fonfon...or foufou...or whatever the hell the name is ( Read more... )

lala. just got home from partay. bored. humdedum. i need to find something to do. i always need to find something to do. i think i like someone. but im not telling until i am absolutely sure about it. so dont ask me because i wont tell. im so tired i just want to get in my bed and curl up and go to sleep. i wanna watch south park. AAAAHHHHHH

urgh. i hate being a girl. and i hate mood swings. if it were my choice, i would always be happy and always have something to be happy about. becuase thats just how i am. i felt really pissed today...and you guys i mean drunk not angry...rachel theres another briticism for ya. someone please make me truly happy. as in, i could laugh for the rest of ( Read more... )

ok what i meant was like a friend that goes over to your house every weekend and stuff like that. but then again being in the dance department doesnt help that either. but it would be really hard for me to make friends with someone in the dance department unless someone comes next year. but still crystal.

i feel so left out. like i dont have any real honest-to-goodness friends. oh well. crystal is coming next year. next year i shall have my best friend. its kind of hard sometimes when your best friend is a boy. like you cant invite them over to your house to sleepover or anything. it makes me sad, and feel even more lonely than i already am from ( Read more... )