Don't let them say
I have completely no idea how people have this uncanny ability to express themselves in a way that I'm left staring at their posts in utter disbelief. Their bombastic words seem to resemble a giant mocking my dwarf word inadequacy. And yes, I am attempting to substitute my regularly used words to different ones in a desperate try to improve my vocabulary and possibly get a 1 for English O levels. It isn't even a possible, I kind of NEED to get an A1 to survive, actually.
Studying is such an aimless thing I do. I awake everyday to school or yet another routine weekend of studying, attempting to finish my revision of certain subjects and end up blaming myself for not focusing enough. I guess there's no choice. If I don't study then there's absolutely nothing else I can do. Life is like a pit of nothingness. And no way I will be able to get into my dream school with an O level certificate screaming FAILURE.
Life kind of sucks.
Except that my father's possibly buying me an iPhone 4/Blackberry 9700
Yes. I am a very superficial person. And I know my plan to improvise on my vocab failed.
UGH MAN. What in the world am I doing typing my incoherent and useless thoughts on livejournal when I should be using this energy to solve some Physics questions so I wouldn't fail my bloody Prelims D':
Studying is such an aimless thing I do. I awake everyday to school or yet another routine weekend of studying, attempting to finish my revision of certain subjects and end up blaming myself for not focusing enough. I guess there's no choice. If I don't study then there's absolutely nothing else I can do. Life is like a pit of nothingness. And no way I will be able to get into my dream school with an O level certificate screaming FAILURE.
Life kind of sucks.
Except that my father's possibly buying me an iPhone 4/Blackberry 9700
Yes. I am a very superficial person. And I know my plan to improvise on my vocab failed.
UGH MAN. What in the world am I doing typing my incoherent and useless thoughts on livejournal when I should be using this energy to solve some Physics questions so I wouldn't fail my bloody Prelims D':