Expect disappointments
Sighhhh 38 more days to O levels. I really don't know why I haven't felt the tension enough to pull myself off this damned computer. I feel the stress, most definitely. But it's not ENOUGH. Enough is only when I don't even think of you, when I don't find myself online at all. Enough is when the tears I shed are for the questions I cannot do, the sums I cannot solve. Enough is when, and only when, I get straight A1s for O levels.
THAT will be enough.
Then I guess I will never be satisfied.
THAT will be enough.
Then I guess I will never be satisfied.