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Sep 17, 2006 12:55

Listening to the voices of my roommates playing Dungeons and Dragons in the other room. smile.I still don't understand the meaning of that game. I know I never will ( Read more... )

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justplainevil September 18 2006, 18:03:09 UTC
Wellcome to the bitter sweet real world. Glad you finally made it here!

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taintedqueen September 19 2006, 05:20:30 UTC
Well atleast on friday nights I play poker with Judas, Lucifer and John Paul II.

I realize life doesn't get better, only worse. The downward spiral.

Just when you feel you've been slammed against enough walls, another is yet to come.

The real world. What a sick joke.

Players upon the stage. Everyone gets their moment then disappears into the night.

I suppose my hope for a better day is really the only thing that keeps me going.

Hope, a sad human belief.

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justplainevil September 19 2006, 06:32:11 UTC
Life doesn't only get worse. Sometimes life has a way of slamming you against the wall repeatedly before cutting you a break. You knew how I was living not to long ago. My life definately got worse since then, but it ended up making a turn for the better, much better in fact, and I could even go so far as to say I have been pretty happy lately. I am glad to hear that you have at least some hope left, but you should have a lot. You are still young, you are still strong, and you are still alive. Never forget that. And here is the Hallmark seal...
sorry to be sappy, but I will not have someone being more depressed than me!
peace
evil

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taintedqueen September 20 2006, 02:05:52 UTC
I'm not depressed. I'm just tired of dealing with the same bullshit day after day. I don't look forward to the winter months because of all the 105 degree fevers I got from November through March, and of course I didn't appreciate the mornings where I was coughing up blood. That still goes on from time to time. And now my arthrist is giving me grief.

You haven't witnessed some of the horrors I have and been sworn to silence.

I'm mostly referring to the company on this and some past things that has nothing to do with anyone.

I'll be returning in the spring as I told you. Finish my major in business management.

I have deadlines to meet set by my parents and I'm running out of time. That's what has gotten me so stressed.

I'm not trying to sound like a bitch, but those are the types of things I fight on a regular basis. I'm tired of it.

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